Thursday, June 01, 2006
I am concerned about this trip tomorrow. I know that peas, collard greens, turnip greens, fried cornbread, tomato gravy, biscuits, boiled peanuts and butter beans will be waiting for me when I get there. I know half of the food sounds nutritious, but the way it is prepared is not.
I have not heard from my sister, so maybe the smoking won't be an issue. I just feel that it is all out of my control and I really don't like feeling that way.
I am still sick. That isn't helping much. I am stuffy and my back is aching. I know I need to exercise when I get home, but I don't know where I will find the energy.
I read what I written and I have sounded so pathetic
for the last few days. I generally think of myself as a strong person and it bothers me so much when I feel that strength dissapearing.
I think I simply need to call it a week, try to watch my intake, steal a little exercise if I can and start fresh on Monday. My head is really not where it needs to be right now.