Thursday, July 16, 2009
I sure do love food. I can taste my next milestone, but refuse to grab ahold of it. Someone knock me upside the head!! I know better, I know I do. KFC got me where I am and I just won't stop before it does me in. Just one more piece, just one more bite and just one more pound. I have been flirting with 179 for a couple of weeks and what a boost it would be for me to achieve that, but it is as though I am afraid of it. How do I convince my mind that it really is okay to attain that weight??? I have always been one to sabotage my own success, but to cheer others on. Somehow, somewhere deep inside I guess I feel that others are far more worthy of achieving success than am. I AM worth it, darn it! I am just going to have to set a date to achieve it, give myself a goal. Okay here it comes..... by Monday, no later. I know it is possible. I am worth it. This is good for me. Food will not master me. Today I will choose to succeed. I will not fail.