Sunday, May 10, 2009
All Honor to God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit Who lives inside of me and guides me in the things I should do!!! They are my Life Coaches and trainers. I am trained up in the way I should go!!!
Happy Mother's Day to all. Yes...I am at this library so I can get you updated. I proclaim that I will get a new computer in Jesus Name. He knows I need it for my work ordained!!!
I am doing great. I am so excited to be 2llbs away from that big 50 loss. But I will not stop there. I had gained weight and now the Lord has blessed me to lose it all!!! Ain't God good!!! I am so thrilled that I have great friends like Caryn, QueenD, Dee, Debbie, Deondra, Ros, Jay, Debbie, Jandell and all the others who I do not take for granted. You lead me to want to be victorious everyday. I want to do all that I can to get this body where it has never been before. Fit and healthy. Fabulous and fine!!! I am happy to be so close to this goal.
I need more help and prayers. I think I am nervous about being thinner. It scares me a little and I know that is not from God because He has not given me a spirit of fear and that is what His Word says. There is a spirit of fear that is in this earth trying to hold us back from all that God has for us to do. It tries to hold us back from success. God has ordained all of us to be successful and a lot of us stop our own victories. We must let go and let God. Refuse to allow fear to come between now and our goal. I want to cross that finish line and I will not allow nothing to stop me.
I love my friends and those who come upon this page . You can see how far I have come. My weight loss is a history for me and my family. Everyone is so happy for me. I am happy for me. I can't wait for the new start line where I am maintaining this goal. God Bless Spark abundantly!!! Let nothing stop us from prospering in every area of our lives. It is out there for us all. Believe the Word of the Lord. He has given us the Power to get Wealth. Remember that. That promise is for all the body of Christ. Walk in Faith and believe. Don't be in despair because of finances. Remember that the Word of God is true. God can't lie. Psalms 23:1 tells us that because the Lord is our Shepherd we have everything we need. All our needs are met. Follow His instructions for your life. Walk upright before Him and proclaim the Glory of the Lord!!!
I am sorry to be long winded. But, you all know a sista by now. I am a writer and a writer Writes!!!
I am closing this blog for today. I love you all and I love Spark and all the people running it. THANKS SPARKGUY!!! I saw an advertisement for Spark in my Fitness magazine. That made me smile. We are going up in the world. Spread the Spark people!!!
Deb the Victor
Friday, April 10, 2009
Am I in America? I ask that question because of what I am going through at this apartment complex I stay in. I am being evicted for non payment of rent, yet when I took my rent to the office on April 4, the manager brought it back. She said that "we" were not accepting my rent because "we" don't want you here.
History: I put scriptures up with my Easter decorations. No where in the lease does it say I could not do that and we always decorate during holidays around the complex including Halloween. Then, someone started ripping my scriptures down. I called the office and asked her if she knew who it was and she played dumb. I put some up again. Stayed there a couple of days then bang ripped off again. No knock on door, no notice just ripping my scriptures off my door. The first time they were ripped off my door I had a card up there that I had left on my door from Christmas and they took that off too. That card came from my Aunt and now deceased Uncle and it was special to me. It had Love, Peace and Joy on it. This happened again and I knew it was the maintenance man that was up here working on a vacate unit. I loudly exclaimed my dismay and put some more scriptures up again included was scriptures on a small card that I had got in the mail with scriptures from Proverbs on it.
On March 30 I heard my scriptures being ripped off my door again and knocking afterwards. I opened the door and there stood the manager and this unidentified male who never identified himself. He just stood there balling up my papers and my cards I got in the mail. I asked him to give me my mail back. I was so upset and I know I got loud but I never cursed. They just stood there and he said my door was common area. I said people put decorations up on Halloween, he said it is not Halloween. I asked ifsomething is wrong with me putting up the Bible? I don't know what was said after that because I got so mad I slung my door open to show him the door that needed to be repaired and had been that way since someone broke into my apartment while I was in it asleep. Frustrated with their nonchalant attitude I closed the door and chained it. I felt so helpless. I cried.
I was so troubled that he had took the Word of God off my door I knew it was not right and I had not broken any rule because I did not receive any notices because of it. So, I wrote on paper a witness: Jesus is Lord and He is coming soon are you ready? I gave my rent which was a money order and a check to my son in an envelope taped up and told him to take it to the office and put it in the drop box. This was on Friday the 3rd of April. Saturday April 4 my daughter brought a notice on the door that said I did not pay my rent. I panicked. I called my son who had already went to work and asked him about the rent check. He said he forgot to take it. This 18 year old senior forgot to take the rent over to the office!? I told him that it was important for my rent to be put in the office on the 3rd or she will do something against me because she really does not like me because I write a lot of letters
I found the envelope and ran it over to the office and put it in the drop box. Not long afterwards she comes back knocking on my door with my rent in her hand. She had opened it and said "we" are not accepting your rent because "we" don't want you here. I think I told her I was not going anywhere, then she said I'll see you in eviction court. I told her that God was not going to allow her to evict me. I am believing He is not. I want to know how can you evict someone for non payment of rent when you have returned it. I had a credit of 123.49 on my account
so the amount due for April would not be the full rental amount. I don't think she knows that because she put the normal rental amount on the court papers. I have never been served an eviction notice ever. This has put me in a state I don't like to be. I have been crying out to God almost all day everyday since all this started going on. He knows all things and I trust HIm. I know someone on Spark can give me some advice. I am getting an appt to speak with Legal Aid attorney for Tuesday.
I believe my civil and religious rights have been violated. I have been in mental anguish and I am not ashamed to admit that. Still, I'm trying to stay strong and meditate on what God says under these circumstances. I have lost 2 pounds in 2 days because my appetite has been low. I sat on my living room couch for 2 hours thinking and talking to God about this mess. My court date is April 17 at 9 am in Arlington. Now I have to figure out how to get to the court house and I can't be late because if I am it is defaulted to the plaintiff. I know everything is all right. God is on my side and No weapon formed against me will prosper. I need all you praying Sparkers to lift me up and this management company. Sungate Management Company. It's good to call out the names in prayer. That will cover all of them. I had an interview with Channel 11 of Dallas in my home and she said it would be on the 5 pm news but it never came on and I don't know why. It was good to talk about it to somebody.
I am still apartment hunting even though I hate living in an apartment. I live in Euless and I am looking for a 2 bedroom. If anyone wants to write the management company the address is: Sungate Management, 10935 Estate Lane #320, Dallas TX 75238 send me an email for my info. I called them on Tuesday before my interview with the news reporter and no one called me back. Could not even get the main person's name. The receptionist told me someone would call me back. . Also, Dispute Resolution called the on site manager here to give us time to move because I thought they were going to lock us out on 7th like the notice said. She told the representative of Dispute Resolution that it was nothing to talk about and if we were not out by midnight my locks would be changed. After that I called the guy from Channel 11 news back.
I am getting evicted for having scripture as part of my Easter Decoration/Celebration on my door. I am not a bad tenant. I try to keep the peace at all times. People who lie or think they can control you by false threats or abuse power makes my stomach upset. I will not let this lady get away with it. Yes, I was mad about my papers that guy balled up. It belonged to me and he had no right to touch it. This is crazy anyway. I wanted to get out of this year lease but not like this. God knows what to do and I'm listening. Thanks for all who have listened to me.
God Bless You All!!!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I am up late and just finished watching an old, old Shirley Temple movies called "The Little Princess." It reminded me of faith. The substance of things hoped for; the evidence of things not seen. You know, faith-the just shall live by faith, and without faith it is impossible to please God. Faith. We must have faith to get up in the morning and step onto the floor again believing that it will not cave in on us. We must have faith to walk down the flight of stairs to the parking lot believing that they will not buckle under our feet. We must have faith even to believe that the driver behind us will stop...and most of us do.
Do we have faith that we will conquer this enemy that many of us have carried around the majority of our lives?
In the Little Princess, the little girl Sarah lived with her Father because her mother had already passed before the movie started. Her daddy went off to war and later was presumed dead. He was on the LIST. Sarah refused to believe that report. It was in black and white; why didn't she believe? She had a gut feeling that he was still alive. So, everyday she went looking through the wards at the hospital to see if her dad was among the living...yet. She did this only to say...I will be back tomorrow. She was laughed at and scorned by adults but she did not let this stop her. Sarah had FAITH that she would find her father alive. Well, those of us who already know the rest of the story saw that Sarah did find her father alive in that hospital that she searched everyday. She did not give up no matter what it looked like or how people laughed at her belief. She trusted that gut feeling. She had the faith to believe that one day she would see her father again. No matter what, she believed.
Do I have the FAITH to believe that I will get to my goal weight this year? Is it more than just emotion? Am I doing something in order to achieve my goal weight? Yes, yes and yes. I am actively doing what I believe. Just like Sarah, I will not give up until I see that new Deb alive on November 22, 2009 or before. I have given myself some extra time...just in case those last few pounds are stubborn. I will not cave in, quit or give up. I got this and it will happen. I am like that little princess running through the wards of that hospital searching for the me I know I can be. Healthy, fit and whole. A no excuse Deb. I am a doer of the Word of God so I am blessed in my deeds. I can't wish myself thin/healthy/fit. I must actively pursue it daily in a positive way. If I fail even one second, I pick myself up and keep going. Faith sees the end from the beginning. I visualize the new me daily and I smile and say, "Soon you will be manifested in the flesh". I am so excited!
The Little Princess is a very good movie to watch. It is old and you may not know any of the actors in it but it can move you to tears as I am every time I watch it. Check your local library to view it without having to purchase it. I like old movies so I did not have a problem with black and white. Maybe you can't but it would be something different for you.
Remember that to please God we must live and walk by Faith.
My nephew Quincy from my brother...by faith. Born 1/11/2009
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