Sunday, November 07, 2010
Hi My Friends!
It is a beautiful morning this gorgeous Sunday.
We are expecting snow tomorrow, not sure how much, but I am so not ready for it.
I am still waiting to hear about the Lapband surgery. I will know by the 16 th of this month at the latest.
My family is now telling me they don't think I should do this. That the changes will be too drastic. Things like 'eating'; meal planning; travelling will be harder; etc.
I am so confused.
I had decided that if I was chosen, I would go ahead with the surgery. Now I am experiencing huge self doubt that I have chosen the correct path.
The concerns of my family are my concerns as well, they were the things that I had focused on in my list of against vs. for.
Maybe I am worrying for nothing. Perhaps I won't even be chosen for the surgery. It seems like a lottery anyhow and my luck has always been low.
I do think there are others in the program who could benefit more than myself, but I don't know what the Doctors are looking at when choosing.
Either way, I am committed to weight loss and it helps greatly having wonderful friends like you my spark buddies!
I am making some progress, very slow but definite. I will continue to do so! I know if I become frustrated, I have Spark and I have you to fall back on. As I will be there for you as well.
Love you Spark Buddies!