Thursday, October 20, 2011
I get so MAD!
So very MAD at myself!
Why? You ask...well you asked for it!
I get MAD when I eat right!
... I exercise the way I am supposed to!
... and it ALL falls apart in a matter of seconds, maybe minutes.
I could just, just ....
...and there in lies the problem.
With all my healthy habits lately, my insulin is again going out of whack.
I had a Diabetic low last night, that found me filling my face with the wrong foods. I had already downed a couple greek yogurts, a banana, a rice pudding, 2 sugar tablets, before I became conciously aware that I was in trouble and what I was downing.
Of course then I skyrocketed with my blood sugar into out of orbit!
It blew my caloric intake out of the water; my sugars into orbit; my mood down the toilet; and my energy into the past.
It also made me appreciate the day more. The people whom I love. That includes you my spark friends.
If one day I don't wake up, I want you to know I love ya.
But! I am not ready for that, so in the meantime, I am around to cheer you on and appreciate all the little things.