Tuesday, February 12, 2013
I always get so moody around Valentine's Day. I'm usually single, and hate that my whole family, and many friends and co-workers always start asking "why aren't you with someone?" Even though I realize that a lot of this has good intentions behind it, I get stressed out by it...I hear it so much that it makes me feel inferior for not having someone...then I get lonely and sad. And those feelings will negatively impact my dieting. I usually feel that being single is good for me...I can do stuff that being in a relationship wouldn't give me time to do...and I have had issues about myself that I needed to resolve first. But, it's like the quote from the movie Practical Magic:
"But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for."
My issue now:
How do I get others to realize that I can't force a relationship and that one may not be right for me right now?