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Monday, January 07, 2013

(had to resist putting in Hi Ho Hi Ho) emoticon
Lots of fun and tomorrow seems to have more of the same - can't wait to quit or retire. Kicking myself at some of the places I quit in the past that were BETTER than this hole. Well if nothing else at least one day is shot to hell. It was tough to come home as I realised the last time I did this Sam was still alive.

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 1/8/2013 9:09AM

    It really sucks when you have a job you hate. I used to get physically sick before having to go to one job I had. Thank God I quite it eventually.

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DIANE2868 1/8/2013 7:15AM

    Hey there.

So sorry you lost Sam. We lost our cat Rocky a couple of months ago, it was pretty tough. It sucks. I raised him from 2 days old and he only lived 6yrs. I just have to tell myself he had a good 6 years with this wierd cat lady- LOL. We ended up getting a 13 year old cat Woolfy to help our other cat. She was freaked out looking all over for Rocky, it was so sad. Turns out Woolfy was a great addition to our family, weird as hell!

RIP to your Sam.

Hope your work gets better.
~Diane

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EVER-HOPEFUL 1/8/2013 6:46AM

    then i put it in for you chris love
HI HO HI HO;HI HO HI HO emoticondevil made me do it

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JACEUG 1/8/2013 3:21AM

    I wanted to sing hi Ho Hi Ho this morning when I got a message that school is closed due to adverse weather conditions.

Now I am gonna use the day to exercise and treat myself

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Sunday

Sunday, January 06, 2013

Can't help but feel a bit frustrated at myself as I feel I wasted the last 2 days. On what I am not entirely sure but I guess today I felt kind of rundown and spent quite a bit of time consoling on of the cats (not sure if she is sad because Sammie is gone but she seemed to constantly need attention this morning and has been hanging around me a lot more than normal). I know things can only get better (I hope),

  
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MARLINDA5 1/7/2013 8:14PM

    It will get better - and you are there for your other cats - and they are there for you. emoticon

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MORTICIAADDAMS 1/6/2013 10:43PM

    I thought this might happen. You are doing the right thing. It must be very confusing for her and lonely. You need each other.

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LYNNA1968 1/6/2013 6:43PM

    she lost her best friend just like you and she's hanging on. She loves you. Take what time you need mourning can't be rushed emoticon

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DOVESEYES 1/6/2013 5:05PM

    One day at a time Spark friend, it will help you as well to get lots of pats in. emoticon

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Saturday

Saturday, January 05, 2013

Sort of a mixed up day I was still tired and am trying to psyche myself up for the return to work on Monday. I was going to post a video of Sam and Charlie (Charlie just LOVED Sam) but I haven't downloaded from my camera yet.

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 1/6/2013 10:42PM

    I would love to see that video.

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DOVESEYES 1/6/2013 2:56AM

    It will take time, let yourself mourn. emoticon

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MARLINDA5 1/6/2013 1:13AM

    Looking forward to seeing the pictures.

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its better

Friday, January 04, 2013

I still feel sad but I think it was kinder to have him go when he still had some quality of life and I still found my self trying to call him and I almost fed him along with Charlie (they both shared a can of cat food twice a day) and had to remember only to put ONE dish down. I am tired as I did not sleep good last might (woke up at 4 this morning), Thanks for all your kind thoughts and messages.

  
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DOVESEYES 1/5/2013 3:08AM

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FITANDFIFTY2 1/5/2013 1:54AM

    Hugs to you! I know how much it hurts when you lose your much loved family member pet!! I am so sorry for your loss! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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MARLINDA5 1/5/2013 1:38AM

    Hope you get a good sleep tonight - it seems you have great memories of Sam - hold that in your heart - sorry for your loss emoticon

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MORTICIAADDAMS 1/4/2013 11:05PM

    What I do when I lose a pet is to shower my other pets with attention. No one will ever replace him but you have other pets to take care of and I'm sure they are sad too and miss him.

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UMBILICAL 1/4/2013 9:59PM

  Prayers to you.

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Update

Thursday, January 03, 2013

I think I am dehydrated from all the sobbing. He went in at 2:50 pm (I am writing this a 4:13). I couldn't go but I should have - he had one bad (fused) hip and the other one had an infection in it. I feel awful I wasn't there for him I will sure miss him. I hope he is in a better place. I have to stop. Sorry.

  
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GAYLE-G-63 1/4/2013 9:47PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon

I, too, had a cat name Sam that I loss. My thoughts are with you...

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MARLINDA5 1/4/2013 8:45PM

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It is difficult with our pets are no longer with us -


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MORTICIAADDAMS 1/4/2013 10:31AM

    I'm so sorry. He is in a better place. He has no more pain. emoticon

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LYNNA1968 1/3/2013 10:58PM

    emoticon , I know there are no words to make it any less painful. There is no more suffering and that is a blessing. emoticon

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CHRIS3874 1/3/2013 9:00PM

    Thanks - its true one cat can never replace another- I had a real dislike of Sam as he shed a LOT and I was dead set against getting any long haired cats. But when Malcolm died (MY cat) I realised we BOTH had lost our best friend.

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SUESUESUDIO 1/3/2013 8:45PM

    Your blog really touched me. We have 3 cats.

My cat passed 12/1/11 . His name was Sam and I had him for 14 years. I was inconsolable for several days. It was especially hard to watch the other 2 cats look for him.

We completed our family once again this past April with Oliver. When we first picked him up from the shelter, he was nothing like Sam. In the past few months, I've found Oliver doing some of the same things Sam did. Don't get me wrong, no other cat will ever replace Sam. However, I find comfort in it.

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NOMORENOMORE 1/3/2013 6:43PM

    I am so very sorry for your loss. It's apparent how very much you loved him.
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GRAMMIE1959 1/3/2013 6:25PM

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