Thursday, December 05, 2013
Guess who's back? Back again? I did what I always do when I return to this website. I go back to the very start of my blogs and skim through and see where I was losing weight and how excited I was, then see myself go up and down and up and down from 140's to 150's etc and then I start it all again. This time around I almost wanted to delete my account and start a new one because the blogs of my failure are getting old, but whats the point in that? I guess the way I see it is once I get off the failure train I can look back and see what a struggle I went through, but look where I stand now.
Until about a month ago I was doing pretty good. I was back on my gym addiction and eating pretty well. Well some family issues came along and my stress level was at a high and I turned to alcohol and any junk food, fast food, etc without a care. I weighed myself and it was horrible! It shows im currently about 160!!! Not only is this showing in the way my clothes are fitting me, but its showing in my bank account. Each month I was almost in the negative or struggling to find clothes to fit. SICK!
Monday December second I gave up Coffee and Soda and honestly I already feel better. I haven't stepped on a scale lately, but I feel good where I am starting. I also only have ate fast food ONCE and thats because after work I had to go straight to an appointment so I got Burger King, but I just got some chicken. Anyway I dont want to get into much more, but im starting again on the right track and I just wanted to check in.