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Looking forward...Saturday, March 05, 2011
I firmly believe we must look back, not to dwell on the past, but to learn from it, so we can move forward. So, here's my look back, so I can look forward again. ![]()
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NUTTYSNOOPYFAN
3/9/2011 10:25AM
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I'm very glad to see that you are not letting a less than stellar week derail you. You've come too far for that. As for the travel time, sounds like planning ahead will do the trick. Does the hotel in Dallas have a gym? I do hope you and Bill enjoy your time away. It's always so nice to see family. I worked in Richardson, TX, for one summer and really liked it. Maybe you can get online and see what is near the hotel for food options. At least it will be warmer in TX for those early morning runs! We'll miss you on here, of course, but have a wonderful time. Here's to making your challenge weight by the time you weigh in! Report Inappropriate Comment |


HEALTH4LYFE
3/7/2011 8:51PM
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I have a running schedule which does mileage instead of time. We are on a schedule to train for a half right now. In fact, it is in less than 2 weeks! Report Inappropriate Comment |


ROBBIEMARIE
3/7/2011 8:14PM
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You are so wise and I could learn a thing or two from you! The past is indeed the past. It can't be changed but we can pick ourselves up, dust off our reducing behinds and get going again. I'm so happy that you have found a great running group for yourself. Sounds like you have a wonderful plan ahead of you on so many different levels.
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DITZYCHICK
3/6/2011 1:27PM
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I'm completely with you on learning from our past. Sometimes it's hard to look back and not feel frustrated with poor choices, but dwelling it really only makes things worse. Just take a peek in reverse, the full speed ahead!!! I really enjoy reading about your activities with your running group. Sounds like you've found a place that brings you much happiness and I look forward to hearing about all your experiences!!! Report Inappropriate Comment |


ANNESYLVIA
3/6/2011 9:06AM
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Well, I am not a runner but it seems to me whether it is running or kickboxing or etc... any aerobic exercise must change up because the body adapts. In kickboxing the routines change so may be this change in routine with your usually running is a good thing. Take care, Anne Report Inappropriate Comment |


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BAILEE_GRAVES
3/6/2011 1:36AM
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I'm with Gayle. All you can do with the past is learn from it! And who hasn't had weeks like that? I've done horrible exercise wise since Wednesday. Every day I say TODAY is the day I will do better. I am so jealous about your running. You're doing awesome and should be so proud of yourself. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and you're gonna do super!! Have a wonderful time in Texas with your family. And it sounds like you don't get to see them very often so try not to beat yourself if you don't eat or exercise like you think you should or if you put a couple of pounds back on. If it happens it happens and you get back home and get back on the track (in more ways than one!!) Just enjoy being with your family. Be sure and holler before you leave!! Report Inappropriate Comment |


CHAZERAY
3/6/2011 1:33AM
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You are doing fantastic. Even the best athletes have bad weeks, and they have learned to just shake it off and move on. I think it is fantastic that you are going out of your comfort zone and trying a group run. You should be so proud of yourself. Just think, would you have done that 2 years ago or even just a year? Progress is progress. You go girl!!
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MKKAYA
3/6/2011 12:47AM
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Your doing great!!! as for a training schedule - I would follow what they say but if you feel like you need to run more during the week do it! My training schedule is a bit more aggresive but I have run 5 half's so far - my body is accustomeed to ruuning lots of miles . You want to increase slowly. the most important run in half training is that Saturday/Sunday LSD run. don't miss that one! I usually run on Monday/wednesday/saturday - I get an extra day's rest before LSD runs. You can ask me anything you want. I am no expert, but I did run 5 halfs last year and have 8 on the schedule this year including Seattle R&R in june - you are thinking of Seatte Marathon/Half in November. there is always Victoria on the same day as Portland. I did it last year and will be doing it again this year with some spark friends.. Mike Report Inappropriate Comment |


FRUITYFUL
3/5/2011 11:45PM
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It sounds like you have a great plan for when you are in Texas. Great job planning your meals for the week! I've never been able to do that. Report Inappropriate Comment |


LMLOPEZ
3/5/2011 11:31PM
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Candy, sounds like you know exactly where you are. :) Have fun in Texas, you'll find a way to get your exercise in. Report Inappropriate Comment |


WALKAWAY
3/5/2011 11:09PM
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LOL, we must have been typing at the same time about our challenging week. But your right, no looking back, just dust ourselves off and move on. Learn from the lessons. I need to work more at meal planning as by Thursday evening I really don't care what I put on the table. That's not good. So plan, plan and plan. Glad to hear you had a great run today and are enjoying the new group. Sounds like fun. Have a great weekend friend. Here's to moving forward. Report Inappropriate Comment |


GAYLEP67
3/5/2011 11:06PM
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Learning from our past is a wise path to take. Moving on when we stumble a little is also incredibly important so that we don't get derailed each time. Souinds like you're all over these things! So proud of you for meal planning and making your shopping list - so valuable. I still haven't managed to get to that stage yet even though I'm cooking 3 full meals/day now for my Mom. I guess I am planning...just in shorter spurts (2 days at a time). I love that you've become a runner. I look at your before and after pictures and your transformation is quite something. Your excitement pours through your blogs and I am thrilled when I read how excited you are about your training and your upcoming runs. You are certainly working this new lifestyle Candy. You keep going girl!!! G Report Inappropriate Comment |


When I first started my Spark journey, my intro on my Spark Page stated that I wasn't usually one to share much about myself. Considering we've discussed my backfield being in motion (or not, as the case may be!) I'd say I've gotten beyond that.
I like to say that I'm shy by nature. I'm also lacking in self-confidence. I'm uncomfortable in new situations. I'm awkward when meeting new people. I get tongue tied and blather on inanely. I built a wall around myself with my fat and kept the word away. Without being conscious of it, I had built a safe cocoon.
Now, it feels like a straight jacket, and I want out.
I overcame a fear this morning, and it resulted in something that still has me jazzed.
I blogged not long ago about being lonely and wondering if I'd ever find someone to run with. Karen42Boys pointed out, astutely, that if I really want someone to run with, I'm going to have to go out and find them.
What? You mean a running partner isn't going to come to my house and stand next to me, running in place, in my basement, while I'm on the treadmill? Pfft, what's the point then??
Not long after reading Karen's brilliant comment (why hadn't that occurred to me before, I can't say) I read in a newsletter that the Galloway training group would be having three free runs, the first being this Saturday at the Foot Traffic Race Event Expo.
What? A running group comprised of people who use the run/walk/run method in races, from 5Ks to Marathons? Dude, I'm SO totally there!
Only, it was 18 degrees this morning, and not likely to warm up above 35 before 9:30 a.m. I've never run in that kind of cold. 32-35 has been the coldest so far. I have layers. I have the right clothing. I have the right shoes.
I also have fears of putting myself out there in a brand new situation with people I don't know. What if no one talks to me? What if I get left behind? What if I'm too slow? What if they tell me I can't go back? What if they tell me I should stick to walking? What if, what if, WHAT IF????
What if I don't go? I'll regret it.
What if I don't go, and don't find out when the next free runs are? I'll regret it.
What if I don't go, stick to running by myself, and lose my Spark, my need to conquer the fat and fear and doubt? I'll regret it.
I do NOT regret it. I went.
I went, and there were a TON of people in the little store, in the tent outside, milling in and out, dressed in running gear, street clothes, all manner of people. Some people were just getting back from a run. No one noticed me, which was a good thing. There was no pointing and snickering behind hands (as if, I really need to get a grip, don't I?) One gentleman, manning a table in the outside tent, spoke and smiled, asking how I was holding up in the cold. A simple kindness that meant a lot.
So I milled around inside, eavesdropping (I can't speak to someone I don't know first, let's not push the boundaries of sanity here!) and heard people talking about run/walk/run, and stalked them after that, until they moved outside.
I followed the group, and there were about 20 people or so. They explained the route, the interval of 1 min run/1 min walk, and we set off. I put myself at the back of the pack, as per usual, and ran behind a pair of young ladies. The gap between us and the main group grew, until I was dogging the girls' heels a bit too much and managed to weave my way past. I was on my own then, between the main pack and the slow pack. There was a coach at the front of the run, and another coach at the back of the run, so no one would get left behind.
I set my timer, and ran my intervals, and noticed a lady in the back of the front pack drop back behind and slow down. I caught up with her, and we started talking and walking and running together.
It was Katherine, THE Kathy from the Hood to Coast movie. Dude, I got to run/walk/run with her! Seriously, this amazing woman who has run marathons and Hood to Coast and died at Myst and was revived and survived and kept on going after her recovery - this is the woman I met and talked with and laughed with and RAN with.
The route was 2.2 miles. I mapped it on my Fitness tracker. Today is supposed to be my 5 mile run day. I would not trade a solitary continuous 5 mile run for that amazing 2.2 mile group run and another 2.8 mile run later today. Not for anything.
The next Galloway run is next Saturday, meeting up at OMSI. I think it'll be warmer then LOL I hope. Doesn't matter though. Nothing short of a medical emergency will keep me away. I'm there. I'm SO there it's ridiculous.
What was I so scared of? Right now, I couldn't tell you. I've found my running family - yes, Kathy and I were the last runners to make it back to Foot Traffic. That's ok - we agreed we'll run together next week, and I can't wait.
C~
***Edited to add***
For those of you not familiar with Hood to Coast and my love-bordering-on-obsession with the event and movie, here's a link to the movie's trailer.
www.hoodtocoastmovie.com/


NUTTYSNOOPYFAN
3/1/2011 11:37PM
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Oh Candy, I just love it when that kind of stuff happens! Obviously there was a purpose in you meeting THE Kathy. If that's not inspirational and a sign that you did the right thing, honey, I don't know what is!!! Yeah, you're not gonna convince any of your Spark friends that you're shy! As others have said, it's funny how so many of us can be much more outgoing in the virtual world. I'm thrilled for you that you've found a running community...who knows where this might lead??? At the very least, the weather should be warming up as the months progress. Totally different note: I've finally figured out what I want to send you to wear when you are doing your races, but I have to make it first. Don't worry, it won't burden or interfere with your runs in any way. And I've got something else I want to make for you as well, but that's going to have to wait until we move and I unpack my craft stuff. I don't dare deal with my craft stuff right now, and I'm hoping we're going to be packing up in the next few weeks. No jobs for us just yet, but Mark has a lead, so we're hopeful. Thanks for sharing this amazing experience along your journey. You totally deserve it!!! Report Inappropriate Comment |


JANICEMC
3/1/2011 6:58PM
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Wow: What a great story. And it's YOUR story. Pretty cool. I'm glad you found the nerve to try something new. It's hard putting yourself in those kind of situations. That's so cool that you did it. Runners tend to be really cool people. I've belonged to several running groups in the past and there always seems to be a sense of camaraderie even with total strangers. Report Inappropriate Comment |


COOKWITHME65
2/28/2011 8:30PM
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I'm so proud of you Candy. I'm so glad you went. I'm going to search for something like that in my area. Loved the trailer. I wonder if it will come out on DVD.
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WALKAWAY
2/28/2011 6:19PM
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KASHMIR
2/28/2011 1:14PM
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That is so cool that you found a running partner, AND that it's someone as wonderful as Kathy!
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HEALING_LORI
2/28/2011 9:21AM
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OMG Candy ~ You have a way about you, that really gives me true inspiration! I totally, "TOTALLY" know how it feels to be shy and lacking self confidence. I too have seen free running groups at "The Running Room" and have so many times have told myself I should try that, but like you the "what ifs" completely take over me! From "what if I can't keep up?" to "what if I wipe out and feel like a comeplete fool?".... like you - they are non stop! Even right now when I think of it, it makes me very nervous and really quite sad! But seeing you make this big step and how well it went, gives me the push and want more than ever to step out of my cocoon (which really is more of a staright jacket). It's scary but you've proven that I can do it too! I am soooooo HAPPY for YOU!!!! Whhooooohooooo! Thank You ~ Thank You ~ THANK YOU! (oh....and I still am dying to see the movie too..... I keep checking to see if I can find anywhere in Canada that it is playing! Report Inappropriate Comment |


GAYEMC
2/27/2011 7:53PM
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I never would have guessed you to be shy. I'm so glad you decided to go to the run and build your self confidence! And meet Kathy (her son and mine were on the same little league team years ago).
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GAYLEP67
2/27/2011 11:06AM
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Oh Candy! I can SO relate to the shyness (although it's funny that none of us are so shy sounding in the virtual world, are we?). I go through some serious anxiety anytime I'm in a new setting or somewhere where there's no one that I know (aka no safety net for me). I am so proud of you for pushing yourself out of your comfort zone and ensuring you had no regrets. And look at the reward you received! It was thrilling to read about you meeting Kathy and I was sitting here cheering for you as I read your blog. You continue to be a motivator and an inspiration to me and so many others every day. G Report Inappropriate Comment |


LMLOPEZ
2/26/2011 10:15PM
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YEEEAAAHH!!!!!! Awesome, Candy! So proud of you-sounds like fun! Wish you lived closer, I can only " virtually" run with you and it's not the same :) Report Inappropriate Comment |


BIGBADMOMMABEAR
2/26/2011 9:24PM
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IMIN2GENES
2/26/2011 8:05PM
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Thanks for sharing your remarkable experience! This was quite inspirational! Congrats! Chris Report Inappropriate Comment |


ROBBIEMARIE
2/26/2011 7:16PM
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Candy, I am so very proud of you. I can imagine you showing up with all those what ifs doing somersaults in both your mind and your belly. Yet you pushed beyond your comfort zone and were so wonderfully rewarded. You really seem to be finding a new exciting person within your own skin. This woman is so filled with a new zest for a healthy and vigorous life. She is one amazing woman!!!
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TRUDYLOO
2/26/2011 7:01PM
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So - I'd never heard of that movie. I clicked on your link and watched the video of Kathy and her team.... WOW! What an inspiration - and how remarkable that today - of all days - you went! Was she surprised you knew her? Congrats on your perseverance! Report Inappropriate Comment |


DITZYCHICK
2/26/2011 6:34PM
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Gotta tell you...I started reading your blog and you were so describing me in your first two paragraphs! I'm very proud of you for overcoming your fear, for putting yourself out there, and finding a fit. I can tell that it has brought you great joy and a sense of accomplishment and you're going to really thrive with this group! If you would have let those fears overcome you, then you wouldn't have found that joy. GREAT JOB!!!
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RIGBY31
2/26/2011 5:53PM
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OMGosh... para. 2 and the "what if's" are totally me! You voiced my mind, girl! I downloaded the c25k program today. I am slowly headed in the right direction (as in out the door, down the street, running etc)... scared. But you give me courage (and I'm not just saying that... I am afraid to fail at this, injury, whatever). Good for you, putting yourself out there. Report Inappropriate Comment |


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BAILEE_GRAVES
2/26/2011 5:33PM
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OMG you made me cry!!! I am so frickin' proud of you!! I know I put myself "out there" alot here on SP but I really am very introverted and shy as well so I know of what you speak. And I know just how much courage it took (just against the cold itself) for you to get out there this morning. Then to get to run with someone like Kathy!! I am so jumping up and down for joy for you right down darlin!! There are not enough emoticons for me to put on here to tell you how proud I am of you!! YOU are an inspiration and I'm so dang proud of you I could just bust!!! Report Inappropriate Comment |


KAREN42BOYS
2/26/2011 4:37PM
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Oh, candy! What a spectacular post! You faced your feelings and fears head on, and then you had a life changing adventure! I am just tickled I got to have a place in the story! I love how our journeys overlap.
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ANNESYLVIA
2/26/2011 4:27PM
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Aah, the wonders one encounters when stepping outside their comfort zone. When opportunity knocks Candy answers. FYI: I miss the blogs like your backfield dosy! You are one of the reasons I kept coming back to spark. Thank GOD because now I loss 30lbs and only 15lbs or so to go!! Thank you my friend. Anne Report Inappropriate Comment |


SHERWOODCYCLER
2/26/2011 3:04PM
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Awesome! Enjoy your run next week. (I was too much of a cold wimp to go out today). So instead I went to the Saturday morning studio cycling class today at my gym and ran into a woman I've known from class there who is also in software...but since she's been busy and I've been normally running on Saturdays, I hadn't seen her in months. But we talked after class....and next Saturday I'm going to go to that cycling class and we're going to run the loop from the Riverplace athletic club to the Broadway bridge and back after class. It will be fun to run with someone...so I'm making next Saturday my cycling + running day. It is nice to make connections with inspiring people. So here's to running with others once in a while....and enjoying this spark journey. Report Inappropriate Comment |

