Sunday, July 20, 2014
Well, I haven't been active here in over 18 months now. Life has been crazy. Our youngest, Elizabeth is struggling with major health issues. She has been diagnosed with Autism, ADHD, Epilepsy, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Immune Deficiency Disorder, and genetic condition undiagnosed (which means that they are still figuring that one out). Her prognosis is not good. Every day , is a struggle for her. I let my work out go, I let the diet (lifestyle change ) go. I let everything go. I even got mad at God for a while. I was very depressed.
I woke up and decided I will not torture my body anymore. I will not let Elizabeth's battle beat me. I will get strong, so I can be stronger for her. And, I am happy to report that my relationship with God is stronger than ever.
Our other two little ones, well not so little anymore (11 and 14) are thriving. I continue to homeschool them, even with all of the doctor appointments and hospital stays.
With God all things are possible.
If God can bring you to it, He can bring you through it.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Hey All my fellow sparkers,
Sorry I have not blogged in a while, but I have been recovering from surgery.... I got my genetic test back, and I tested positive for the breast cancer gene. My options were to either monitor and wait, knowing that I had a 90 percent chance of getting cancer eventually, or I could have a full hysterectomy and mastectomy. First my DH and I consulted our pastor. Then we prayed and talked about it alot. We have 3 kids, one who is highly special needs, so it was decided that I would have the operations. The really great thing , and not to get too personal since I do have guy friends that read this, is at the same time they do the mastectomy they replace what they take. And, believe it or not, after 6 hours of surgery, I was only in the hospital over night. But that is ok. IT was nice to recover at home. Trust me, the old ladies at church cook much better than that hospital any day, and I and my family were very well fed for a month.
In other news, Elizabeth our special needs child with autism, started having seizures out of the blue. Well last March, when she almost died, she was without oxygen for 3 minutes , so they decided to do a cat scan. She was found to have sustained brain damage. Now the damage is in the fatty part of her brain, that protects her nerve endings, so she is going to be on a special diet for two years to regenerate that part. Her medical team has full hopes that it will repair her seizures, not sure about the autism.
I know my friends here in the past enjoyed my inspirational blog posts, and I hope to get back to that one day. Maybe when this roller coaster slows down.
Sorry for not blogging in a while, I hope all of my spark buddies are doing well.
Keep Living For Jesus Out There (no matter how bad the news is)
Friday, August 10, 2012
I hope this finds you all doing well tonight. Today I want to talk about being content. How hard is it for you truly to be content? For me, and I am sure for most of you, it depends on what I am going through at the moment. Right now, I am waiting on results from genetic testing that can change my life forever. It is hard to be content. But , then I thought, really, who are we to complain? And then I thought well if you have a few basic things, that is alot more than most , and we should be content.
If you are struggling with discontentment, ask yourself these questions.
1. Do you have a stable roof over your head?
2. Do you have ample food on the table?
3. Do you have clothes on your back?
4. Is there enough income coming into your household?
If you answered yes to the above things, it then becomes a matter of prayer. Pray that God helps you find contentment in all things.
Hebrews 13:5 "Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you;
never will I forsake you.”
Have a blessed evening
Wednesday, August 01, 2012
Hello Fellow Sparkers,
I hope you are doing well tonight. Yesterday my doctor gave me another motivator to get as fit as I can, as quickly as I can. Due to my family's history with breast cancer, and my own health history, my doctor thinks that I may have the breast cancer gene. I will be undergoing genetic testing some time next week to confirm whether or not I have it. If I do according to the doctor, I have an 80 percent chance of getting breast cancer, a 45 percent chance of getting ovarian cancer, a 90 chance overall of getting cancer within my lifetime. If I have this gene, I will immediately start close surveillance , so we can catch the cancer , hopefully rather quickly.
Now here is how I would prefer you to pray. Believe it or not, I do NOT want you to pray that I do not have this gene. It may be God's will that I take this journey. No, rather pray for peace, no matter what the results are. Pray for my husband as he is quite concerned as well. Pray that God's good and perfect will will be done through all this.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Hope all you out there are doing well. Today I had a light bulb moment. I need to throw out the strict scheduling and all my ideas of how things should go, and let God handle the flow. We homeschool year round, but we only homeschool 14 days a month. And we take plenty of time off for camps, vacations, and visiting relatives, and all the special holidays.
Today was to be a school day. Our youngest is suffering from Autism, and it affects her sleep greatly. Last night I was up until midnight with her and this morning we both slept until 9 am. Breakfast was a bit chaotic and was not over until 10 am, so our whole morning felt wasted, at first. And I knew just from the way the day was going that homeschool was just not going to happen.
So I was feeling very frustrated and pouty. Yes, I pout , and any adult wh says they don't at times , welll....... Then I remembered one of my favorite bible verses. ......Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding". So I told myself maybe God did not want us to do homeschool in the traditional sense of the word. So , instead we did natural learning today. We packed a picnic and went on a nature walk, and I am sure all the little ones did learn something.
A tidbit for you: Next time you are frustrated by circumstantial changes in your schedule, maybe God changed your schedule for a reason, maybe what YOU wanted to do with your day, is not what GOD wanted you to do.
Have a Great Evening
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