Thursday, May 14, 2009
When people ask me how I lost almost 110 lbs, I tell them truth. It kind of just happened. I don't remember struggling the way I am now. Maybe I just wasn't struggling as much. Or maybe I'm just tired . I don't know, but I feel like I've hit a wall. I am working out, watching what I eat almost to the point of obsession and still I've gained 4 lbs. Only 30 lbs till I reach my weight goal of 150, and I can't even get to 175. I was hoping to reach 150 by summer, but with 2 back-to-back surgeries in February and March I knew that wasn't going to happen. So I settled for just having my weight continue moving in a downward motion. When I got on the scale yesterday I was was sure I'd lost something (probably not as much as I would have liked, but something) and instead it says I gained almost 4 lbs. I'm not giving up, just feeling a little discouraged.