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Autumn leaves

Monday, September 24, 2012

There are no Autumn leaves where I live in the desert & it's difficult to think about Fall when the temperature is still over 100 degrees. It's supposed to drop to 99 this coming week & I confess I'm ready for the cooler days.

However I woke to a snippet to an old song: "When Autumn leaves start to fall" & it made me start thinking about leaves.

What do I want to 'leave behind' as I continue on my weight management journey?

Poor food choices, inactivity, lack of energy, negative thinking, negative self talk are just a few. Also leave behind the concerns about getting off the couch with out rocking to do it, get into truck without shortness of breath, not worrying about chairs with arms & whether I'll fit or being sturdy enough to hold my weight, walking without canes or rolling walker & without gasping for breath, liking my reflection in the mirror or images in photographs, feeling good wearing clothes that fit comfortably.

"Once you understand the real principles of the business of beauty, you start to realize that Smart is the key to Beautiful. A beautiful woman is someone who feels good, is fit, and is firing on all eight. That's why I'm not a believer in the
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arf theory of fitness; in my opinion tearing people down & "to get through to them"; steals from their soul and doesn't make them better people."- Teresa Tapp

"Achievement is largely the product of steadily raising one's levels of aspiration and expectation." - Jack Nicklaus

  
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INFLATED 10/4/2012 7:20AM

    I really liked your blog. I don't like trainers like Jillian Michaels, that yell at the one doing the exercise and agree with Teresa Tapp. I was in the military many years ago, and we had women pass out while exercising because of drill instructors yelling at them.

I don't watch The Biggest Loser because I expect one day that someone may be on there that has an unknown heart problem and things will go terribly wrong.

Anyway, I just wanted you to know, you penned some of my thoughts about things I want to leave behind. emoticon

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 9/25/2012 6:13AM

    A great blog for thought!
I agree about what a beautiful woman is...
Thank you!
Mary emoticon emoticon

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LVMAMAW 9/24/2012 3:14PM

    I love Fall and we moved from Phx to Las Vegas in 2001- hey! It's still hot here too!! LOL Oh well, we will be the ones laughing when our high on a winter day is in the 60's! Right? emoticon

Going to visit my sister in Prescott, AZ this wkend, she says the leaves are changing and she lives in the mountains. I'll just have to find a piece of Fall if it won't come to me!! emoticon

Good Blog! Hope you have a good week!! emoticon

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ELOQUENTZ 9/24/2012 12:59PM

    Fall is my favourite season. I've been noticing the colours for about a month, but today on the way to work, it was suddenly apparent that it was fall now.

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Quotes to keep myself going

Saturday, September 22, 2012

"Life takes on meaning when you become motivated, set goals and charge after them in an unstoppable manner." - Les Brown

"There won't be a day that goes by that you won't want to quit, so think of a goal you can use to remind yourself every day of why you can't give up." - Sami Kader

Today I am motivated, however I know that there may be days I don't feel this way. Times when I'm not showing 'seeming' progress or am just plain tired of doing what needs to be done.

I write 'seeming' progress because right now I choose not to weigh. I had befriended the scale but in my absence, it became unfriendly. Maybe it was I who became unfriendly with the apparent lack of results. So for now the scale is shelved because the numbers weren't bringing me joy, even though I know I'm doing all the right things.

This morning my blood sugar was 123. Hip hip hooray! That pleases me. In a few months, I believe my cholesterol results will be lower as well. I can tell that I'm not quite as out of breath as I had been. It's about progress, not perfection.

Thanks to all who commented about my surgery. I am indeed glad it's behind me. My eye tires easily so I've just about reached my computer time limit. Soon I pray I'll be able to be more active on Spark & send goodies & make comments.

Have a Sparktacular Saturday. Gentle hugs & daily prayers. Injoy:) Carolyn

Remember to drink your water, eat your fruits & veggies & find measurements that take you all the way to your goal.


Here's a photo of my beautiful girl Precious who gives me great comfort.
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JANIEWWJD 10/29/2012 12:28AM

    Progress is what it's all about!!!! emoticon

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GARDENQE2 9/24/2012 1:03PM

    Hurray for progress, not perfection!

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BELDONDOG1 9/22/2012 9:38PM

    You do what you have to do, Carolyn. When you're ready for the scale, it will be ready for you. I am so glad that your sugar was down. Good Luck with your health problems and I am so glad that you are back! Noel

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SLENDERELLA61 9/22/2012 11:45AM

    Yes, love the motivational saying and your motivation!! Yes, you can do it. Love that you decided to focus on your behavior rather than the scale. When you are eating right and being active the weight will come off . That scale can be a terrible tease giving you inaccurate and misleading feedback. Keep up the good work. It may not be easy, but it certainly is worth it. You are already feeling more cardio strength. You will just get stronger and stronger!! -Marsha

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SABLENESS 9/22/2012 10:14AM

    Motivated is like cleaning fits. Take it when you've got it!

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NOW2DAY 9/22/2012 9:04AM

    Glad you are doing better and good luck on mending old friendships. I will say this about friends and scales--Would you want a friend who told you what you wanted to hear or one who told you the truth and stood by you through it all.

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46SHADOW 9/22/2012 8:16AM

    beautiful dog.

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 9/22/2012 8:00AM

    Love your girl, Precious!
They are our angels!
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MEWHENRYSMAMA 9/22/2012 7:59AM

    I am thrilled to hear of your progress!
Keep up the great work!
The scale is not the end all...it is more important to do what you know is right!
Glad your surgery is behind you!
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Back on track for 8 days

Friday, September 21, 2012

I haven't been on SparkPeople during the summer. I have only been back on track for 8 days.

Welcome to my new Spark Friends & thanks for the goodies & comments left in my absence.

I had my eye surgery a week ago. Today I'm pretty swollen & cannot completely open my left eye. I now have faded yellow bruises instead of what looked like purple & blue eye shadow. It was sort of like a miniature eggplant.

The surgeon removed a prolapsed lacrimal gland that he first thought appeared to be damaged by my Sjogren's disease, another autoimmune 'cousin.' I also had an ocular lymphoma removed at the same time.

I got the biopsy results on Wednesday September 19th. It was benign but considered pre-camcerous. It could return. It had been encapsulated (a GOOD thing). I just need to be aware if it should return. Please pray for ongoing positive results on my behalf.

Thank you very much.

I'd seen only the latter portion of this quote. I liked the entire portion too so wanted to share.

“Excellence is an art won by training and habituation. We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence, but rather we have those because we have acted rightly. We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.”-Aristotle

  
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JANIEWWJD 10/29/2012 12:38AM

    Love the quote. So glad you are better. God bless you!!!
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BELDONDOG1 9/22/2012 9:32PM

    Welcome Back!! I really missed you! Thanks for sharing the quote with us. I'll be praying that your eye health will come back to you quickly. (hugs) Noel

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PATTYCAKE17 9/21/2012 5:45PM

    welcome back emoticon emoticon

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SABLENESS 9/21/2012 12:41PM

    Welcome back! I'll bet your glad to have that surgery behind you. Hope your eye is healing as it should. That quote reminds us to just keep going! emoticon

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NOW2DAY 9/21/2012 11:58AM

    Great quote. Congrats on your streak.

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SRVFREAK176 9/21/2012 10:09AM

    Glad you are taking care of yourself and MANY PRAYERS FOR YOU and your health! Glad you are back! I just returned myself and find great comfort in your quotes! HAPPY FRIDAY! KEEP ON SPARKING LOVEY LADY! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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RUFFIT 9/21/2012 8:43AM

    You are in my many prayers!! Take care of yourself, Hugs, Moni emoticon emoticon

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Quotes to fan the Spark

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

“Fires can't be made with dead embers, nor can enthusiasm be stirred by spiritless men. Enthusiasm in our daily work lightens effort and turns even labor into pleasant tasks.”-James Baldwin

“The future turns out to be something that you make instead of find. It isn't waiting for your arrival, either with an arrest warrant or a band, nor is it any further away than the next sentence, the next best guess, the next sketch for the painting of a life portrait that might become a masterpiece. The future is an empty canvas or a blank sheet of paper, and if you have the courage of your own thought and your own observation, you can make of it what you will. ”-Lewis Lapham

"We are made wise not by the recollection of our past, but by the responsibility for our future."- George Bernard Shaw

"We conquer by continuing."-George Matheson

I removed my weight graph because I'm focusing on behaviors & measuring 'success streaks' instead of the numbers which sometimes become stumbling blocks. It's working.

Hope you'll have a wonderful Wednesday.


  
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CSHANTEL 9/20/2012 12:49PM

    love it thanks stay positive

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BIGSKYCHERIE 8/25/2012 4:25PM

    I love your scale. I didn't see your weight graph, but the scale, too, can be a stumbling block. So the comments written on your scale are GREAT! Thanks for sharing. emoticon

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CULAINA 6/20/2012 7:49AM

    I love the scale! Hope you are well xx

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INFLATED 6/1/2012 10:12PM

    I hope you are doing well.

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PATTYCAKE17 4/25/2012 3:06PM

    Hope you're doing well. Glad to see you're working on you. emoticon emoticon

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 4/25/2012 10:42AM

    I love the "scale" at the end! I am going to copy it! And my favorite was "we conquer by continuing"...how true that is!
Have a beautiful day and a wonderful week!
Love & Hugs,
Mary

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2-19-12 SparkGuy says:

Monday, February 20, 2012

SparkGuy says: 'You get one shot at life. Grab it and take control of your destiny starting today!"

Fortunately I've been seizing the moment each day & doing just that! What a cyber-cartwheel moment.
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"There is nothing like a dream to create the future."-Victor Hugo

I visit my Primary Care Physician in the morning to get blood test results. I'm making a list of questions today to ask. Just have to remember to take the list.

This new medicine (methotrexate) is kicking my butt. I'm dizzy a lot *a very unpleasant feeling* & nauseated 5 days out of 7. I can't tell that I've gotten any relief in my joints or energy level. I'll be asking the doctor in NV when I go on March 1st if I can take the injections instead of the pills. Hopefully that could lessen the side effects.

Anyway other than that my life has been moving right along. I haven't weighed in at TOPS cause I missed two meetings cause of not feeling well. I hope to go Friday morning.

"Effort only fully releases its reward after a person refuses to quit." -Napoleon Hill

"If you don't know where you're headed, how can you know if you have arrived?

The sticky part for us humans is how bad we can feel if and when we don't arrive.

What if we were to consider reaching for what we want the triumph, and anything that comes after that gravy? What if we were to be grateful to know certain things are out of reach, so we can hone in on what may be better suited for us in this moment? When we feel satisfied with how we hold our choices, the outcomes of those choices matter far less."-Sage Cohen


I hope your week SPARKLES!

  
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OFFICIALOLDY 7/20/2012 10:22AM

    How did the Dr. visit turn out? I hope things are better.

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TEENY_BIKINI 4/6/2012 1:14PM

    Seize the day! Amen.

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PATTYCAKE17 2/21/2012 4:09PM

    Sparkle on, Spark girl!! emoticon emoticon

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 2/20/2012 7:19PM

    Good luck to you!
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INFLATED 2/20/2012 5:53PM

    If you carry a purse or wallet, stick your list in there tonight.

Are you able to drive feeling dizzy?

I hope they can figure things out for you and make your life easier.

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SUSANSERENE 2/20/2012 12:02PM

    Sounds like you've given this lots of thought and good for you! Being informed and prepared are more than half the battle! You go, girl! I'm learning from you!

Be sure to ask you doc about the availability of methotrexate. The supply for children requiring it for cancer treatment is running frighteningly low, though hopefully not for your arthritis.

Be positive, focus on what you CAN do and take excellent care of YOU! We need you around here!

((hugs)) and blessings for a fabulous pain-free week!
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ANGIEJAY77 2/20/2012 11:55AM

    Thank you. I needed to read this!

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DIBANANA 2/20/2012 11:46AM

  Great blog

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NEPTUNE1939 2/20/2012 11:44AM

    Sticking to a healthy plan is very worthwhile. I've been at it for 8-months; A1c dropped from 7.2 and my last test was 5.3. My meds have been cut in half. Earl

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