Monday, April 30, 2012
I don't know what is wrong with me! I've done weight watchers in the past and NEVER had a problem following it. Now I just can't seem to get it together and for some reason I don't understand THIS program either!!
I want to lose this weight so bad. I'm sick of my C-PAP machine and want to stop taking High Blood Pressure meds. I just can't seem to put it all together. I guess it doesn't help to not have much money and not be able to afford to buy all the "special" food. Can anyone explain to me why when they don't add sugar, or leave out the fat the food costs MORE?!
I thought having my family live with me would make it easier to cook because I/we would be cooking for 3 - 4 and finding recipes for 1 is so hard. But no - didn't work out the way I had hoped at all. There is never enough healthy food and they only cook things that are not so healthy.
I don't know how to get a handle on this but I know I have got to get control. I'm frustrated and discouraged!!
On an up note, I babysat for my twin granddaughters, age 9 months, this Saturday! They are the cutest little girls in the world. I know some of you may think yours are, but seriously, mine are! LOL
Okay - on with my day. Tomorrow I hit the gym again and hope to be in there everyday. Waiting to hear from my cardiologist about my stress test last week before I go back. Wed. is senior citizen day at Kroger so I will go shop for some food then. Just can't afford to buy for all of us and yet they eat my food!!