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Feb. 07 2011

Monday, February 07, 2011

Wow! I wish I could wake up from this horrible nightmare I call my life! About a week ago (actually a little less) I found out my husband had cheated....AGAIN! As hard as my decision is I need to remind myself why I have to do this. I can't keep a spouse that is going to constantly cheat on me. Another thing that also makes this hard and makes me want to change my mind is our 2 kids. He didn't think of them until after I figured out he had cheated again and told him we were done and that I wouldn't be able to come back from this. Then he thinks of the kids! There are things that have now come to the light for me to see, but I really wish I could have seen all these things before getting married. So now he has a girlfriend and I am hoping it will all blow up in his face and then he can see and realize everything he has lost!

  
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BUBBOS_81 2/7/2011 1:04PM

    I know and even tho they are just hugs still means a lot :)

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GOT2BMEMOMMYOF3 2/7/2011 12:06PM

    Hey...I know I just keep saying *hugs* but I am just as lost for words for you as you are for me! I'm here if you need to call and vent...take care girl!!!

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Just Venting...

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

So I have been having a real issue with my moods lately. I think I could very well be depressed, but I guess I am having a hard time bringing myself to that reality. I mean if I were given meds and they help great, but what if they don't work and I am still mad a grouchy all the time? Well I can't even say I am mad all the time...when I am at work I am not usually mad or if I have a weekend with no kids or spouse. But during those times even tho I may not be angry, I feel low. Don't get me wrong I love my husband and our kids with all my heart, but yet I always feel like I want to leave! Not saying suicidal leave, just be by myself. I feel I am always mad, and yelling at my kids and I don't like it!! I don't want my kids to grow up thinking their mom was a horrible mother emoticon
I am hoping to get in with the doctor either sometime this week or next to see what is wrong.

  
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GOT2BMEMOMMYOF3 2/1/2011 7:05PM

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Feel the burn!!

Sunday, January 30, 2011

After working all day I don't generally feel like workout out but today after work I did. Might have partly helped the fact that my husband and kids were gone this weekend so with no one here I just did it! I am glad I did I feel alive!! HAHAH especially after feeling like my butt was dragging all day. I even managed 9 glasses of water!!! emoticon
When I started my workout tonight I was only going to do gold's gym cardio workout but after 6 mins. my wii remote was dead emoticon so much for that. Them I figured I would do 10 mins. cardio workout with my workout video. After that was done I felt like going on the treadmill emoticon so was walking/running on there for 15 mins. Now my legs are burning and I feel great!!! emoticon

  
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TORN_EDGE 1/30/2011 9:47PM

    Great work tania

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GOT2BMEMOMMYOF3 1/30/2011 9:06PM

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Little by little

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Well So far I have lost 9 lbs since the beginning of Jan. 2011, and somewhere between 2-3 inches of my waist!!! emoticon emoticon I am very pleased with this, and with this I need to remind myself to KEEP GOING!!! I have this issue where I loose about 10 lbs and then suddenly I am back to my old ways. Not this time!! I will keep going and lose the weight!

  
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BIGBADMOMMABEAR 1/27/2011 6:54PM

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GOT2BMEMOMMYOF3 1/27/2011 12:02PM

    WHOOOT!!!

Ummm...ya....you can't quit or I'm going over to your place and kickin your butt!!!

Oh yeah...ditto for me!!! But I think you'd kick mine harder than I'd kick yours though....!!!!!

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PENNI68 1/27/2011 10:19AM

    You can do it!!! emoticon

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What a night!!!

Friday, January 21, 2011

Well after a night that has left me very sleep deprived...I was happy to see the scale was 5lbs less!! Woohoo!!! Now to tell myself to keep going, don't stop. If I could do 5 I can do another 5. Just have to stay at it.

  
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BIGBADMOMMABEAR 1/22/2011 7:46PM

    I hope you get some sleep soon!

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GOT2BMEMOMMYOF3 1/21/2011 4:12PM

    That IS great!!!! I can't tell if I've lost weight...lol!!! It keeps going down and then back up to what it was...but the number it goes down to keeps going lower...and it never did that before! I was 248-250 when I started back up...and now it gets as low as (yesterday) 243...but hovers around 245-246 and goes as high as 248...how on earth am I s'posed to know what's a loss and what's not!! lol I like just knowing I'm making changes for the better. If it gets under 240 I'll do a happy dance..hehe!!
Take care!! Have a good weekend!!!

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BUBBOS_81 1/21/2011 9:03AM

    emoticon Well that is since restarting SP the beginning of this month

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GOT2BMEMOMMYOF3 1/21/2011 8:48AM

    That is AWESOME!!!! Is that a weekly measure?! Yes you can do 5 more!! And even more after that!!! I know some weeks are gonna look skewed but in the long run, as long as we do our best, we're gonna rock this!!!
Try and have a good day!!
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DAV128 1/21/2011 8:12AM

    emoticon Way to Go!

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CMKARLS 1/21/2011 7:59AM

  great job - keep going and don't give up

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