Saturday, May 19, 2012
I can hardly believe that I have lost almost half the weight I want to lose. My goal is 69kg (152lb), which is a loss of 18kg (40ish lb). At the moment I am hanging around the 8kg (17lb) lost mark, which is awesome.
I haven't lost a lot of weight this month, but I still have another 10 days to go, so anything can still happen!
I am now at the point where I am thinking that I can actually do this. I can lose this weight, I can keep it off, and I can be amazing.
I know that at this rate I will probably meet my goal sometime next year, and that is OK by me. I am averaging 1kg per month, which is slow, but steady. 10 months from now is next March. That suits me just fine, because we are talking about getting married in May (no, he hasn't put a ring on it, but we do discuss these things).
I am starting to love myself again. This morning I lay in bed running my hands over my hip bones. I can feel them and see them, and for a long time I thought they had just up and left me. They are back.
I no longer feel like the out of breath, unco girl in my boxing classes. It seems easier, and I am having to put in more effort to get the same workout. I no longer struggle to run 2 minutes at a time.
I love lifting weights. I am usually the only girl in the weights area and I don't care. I get in, get the job done and get out. I think that gets me a bit of respect from the guys, and at the very least they are all lovely and polite when I need to share equipment or need help (barring douche canoe guy). I never thought I would be the girl who liked to lift weights, let alone spend a hour and a half a week doing strength training.
Here I am, almost halfway to my goal, but I am already a different person!
Friday, May 18, 2012
I deserve a prize, or a medal, or at the very least, a cupcake. Seriously, those kids are so much fun, but chasing them around a zoo for 5 hours wore me out! I was asleep just after 9.30 last night, and I slept for 10 hours straight.
The thing I found amusing about my kids at the zoo was, they would glace at the animals that were visible. Oh, yeah, a giraffe. Yawn. But when we got the the hippo exhibit and there was no hippo to be seen? They stood there for 10 minutes waiting for the bloody hippo to come up for air. Seriously. They obviously like a challenge, because they did that at every enclosure that claimed to house an animal, but there was no animal in sight. At least it killed some time.
Then, last night I was reflecting on the zoo trip when I was hit with a thought. I walked around the zoo for at least 4 hours, if you count in the stops and lunch breaks. I was tired when I finished, but I never once found myself out of breath or feeling like I needed to sit down. Then I thought about how different the trip could have been if I was 8kg heavier. I likely would have gotten out of breath often. I would have needed to sit down more frequently, and my feet would have hurt way more than they do today. What a difference 8kg makes!
I am now the proud owner of my third pair of running shoes.
They are Mizuno Wave Inspires. Apparently. That is what the box says anyway. I tried these on and instantly knew they were my shoes. They are comfortable, light, and look super cool. The man at the shoe store said they have more support around the arch area, because I am more flexible there. I think that is the only place I am still flexible...
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Here in NZ teachers are facing the possibility of having increased class sizes, as well as the introduction of performance pay. I, and the rest of the teaching community, am outraged. I truly believe that these politicians have no idea what it takes to be a teacher. So I wrote him an email, inviting him into my class for a day. I probably won't get a response, but it would be awesome if I did! Could you all imagine if the Prime Minister turned up at school for the day?
Sunday, May 13, 2012
I did it!
I ran my first 5K! It was tough, but fun. Having a raging sinus infection didn't help, and my asthma playing up REALLY didn't help, but I made the best of it and did the best I could. Turns out the best I could was better than I thought, since I finished in 42.05. My goal was 45 minutes, so I smashed that one!
I ended up walk/running after the first km, because I just felt rotten. My asthma was out of control and I couldn't breathe, and my nose was running like a tap because of my sinus infection. I would have loved to have run more, but I just couldn't, and I have to accept it and move on.
I do have a couple of minor complaints about the race :(
1. There was only 1 photographer and there weren't many pictures. I'm not in any of them :( Luckily for me, a lady I work with was there as a supporter and got a couple of good pictures of me after I had crossed the finish line. I should get them on Wednesday! There was no camera at the finish line, and I think there should have been. Finishing line photos are my fave, and that way, no one gets missed.
2. We were told the aid station was halfway, but it was more like 3/4 of the way. They obviously forgot the 1km out and back section just before the aid station. So I hit 25 minutes and I couldn't see the aid station anywhere and I was stressing, wondering if I was really going so slow, to be 25 minutes in and not even halfway. Also, I was dying for a drink by the time I got to the station, and just stood there for a minute drinking.
But it is done, and I am now a 5Ker :) Now, I have a headache and sore legs, so I am going to lay down!
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Armed and dangerous!
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