Friday, May 06, 2011
Yesterday (and today, and everyday in my near future) I was sooooo tired. I was dragging at work (and ended up getting angry with my boss, but thats another story) and when I got home from work I was just in the mood for giving up. I had pizza, and it wasn't that good. I had wine, that was good. I got 2 seasons of Sex in the City for $30, that was awesome! And I went to bed really early, which was needed.
I am just so stressed, and I have so much on my plate. I still have one more assignment to do for the bundle that are due on Friday and I am just so sick of reading academic material and then making sense of it and writing about it. I need a break and Rarotonga can't come soon enough! I am so behind because I have been picking up extra shifts at work, and I keep getting asked to do more. I have had to put my foot down and say no, or I am not going to have time to do my assignments! And then, everytime we save nearly enough money to go on holiday Russell ends up finding something else to spend our money on. I keep explaining to him that I need this holiday more then he needs toys for his car.
I am keeping up with the workouts, it is the only thing that is keeping me sane right now. 4-5 hours a week to think about nothing, just zone out and work out.
In summary, uni sucks, I work too much, I miss my boyfriend, I want to book my holiday, I need to go on my holiday, and working out is actually non negotiable right now!