Monday, March 07, 2011
I am feeling better today. It must have been food poisoning. I feel 95% better today and I even managed to eat 3 meals! YAY!!!!!
I also managed to do some study. Now, when I study I snack. The mouth moving makes the brain work, I swear. Today I did unhealthy snacking. I don't want to get into the unhealthy snacking habit. So, readers, I would like to invite you to comment your little hearts out about what I should eat instead of chocolate when I study. Something one handed that takes little work is best and something that I can eat mindlessly with not a lot of calories. Please and thank you.
Today would have been an AWESOME day for a run, but alas I was still feeling weak so I refrained. I have uni tomorrow which means walking a couple of Ks from my car to campus, so that will hopefully help burn off the chocolate calories.
Anyways, its late and bed is calling my name. Night!!!
Thursday, March 03, 2011
OK so today I reached the end of my rope. We can't pay our rent tomorrow. We had to beg Russells mum to lend us some money so that we could pay the rent. I hate doing that. I hate struggling. I hate being poor. I hate it. And the stupid thing is that I don't HAVE to do it. I'm only 22 and I'm studying. My parents are happy to have me back at home (boyfriend and all) and would charge us minimal board. We would be able to save and have some money for luxuries. We would have our own space, but would need to share a kitchen with my parents. We could save for a deposit on a house, or a holiday or something, as well as being able to buy stuff like new clothes, which I actually need.
I have pitched the idea to Russell, and he said he will think about it, but he doesn't like my dad that much so he isn't sure. Dad is in the military and travels A LOT so he would barely be home, so I don't think it would be too much of an issue.
We'll see. As far as I am concerned I am going with or without him. I don't want to struggle this much if I don't have to. If I was working full time, or married or something then that would be different.
Wednesday, March 02, 2011
Instead I am munching on an apple. Go me and my apple eating.
Seriously though, that swap saved me 150 calories. I can get a coffee or something instead!!
It is important to note that I'm not a breakfast person, so an apple is about all I can handle. I have a larger morning snack to make up for it.
Monday, February 28, 2011
First day of my last year of uni. Come on graduation!!!
I have done all but one subjects prep work, entered my food into sparkpeople and am about to pack my lunch. I know what I am wearing and I will straighten my hair tonight. I am ready.
But I don't wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna go. Don't make me.
Its not the subjects, if we are being honest. I mean, yeah, they suck, but my main reason for not walking to go to uni is the people.
On here I seem confident and happy. And in my own home I am. But in social situations I really suck and as a result I have 1 friend at uni, and she is only in 1 of my classes. Its a lonely place for me to be and I really dread having to go. I just don't get along well with a lot of people. I'm "not their cup of tea" for lack of a better phrase. I know that I have unpopular opinions and I know that I am loud and annoying. But that is who I am, and my friends love me for who I am. But my friends aren't at uni. I just have to remind myself that I do have friends, I'm not a loser and I do have people who love me, even if they aren't there with me.
Maybe I'll take a book, for the down time?
Wish me luck people! I'm gonna need it!
PS. I also wanted to loose 20kg over the summer, so at least I would have a hot body to keep me company. That didn't work... So I am recommited and ready to loose this weight. No more Mr fat chick!
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