Tuesday, April 17, 2012
So I am pretty sure this is the first month I have been totally commited to my goals. I have done so great with the low carb thing. It has been so much easier that I thought. WIN for me :)
As for the scale...I want to weight in to make sure I am on track, to keep myself in check. But only being 25% weight bearing on my left leg it was so painful just to get on it to set my April goals. It took me 4 times of weighing myself to get my actual weight instead of ERROR because my legs were shaking so bad.
I know I am healing and I can feel that my leg is getting stronger, but it such a backwards look at fearing the scale. I am going to try and weigh in Saturday morning...Wish me LUCK :)
I will be so excited when I am all healed and all better from this broken leg. But it has seriously made me stop life and see exactally what I had been taking for granted.
LOL somedays I feel like one I can just walk around again I will NEVER sit down hahaha!
Definately a new perspective on my life.
Monday, April 09, 2012
BEWARE...this is extreme venting lol...it may not even make sense....I mean really no sense.
So frustrated at the one of my closest friends. Like to the point that I can't seem to remember why I call her that! The last 3 months I have been dragged through hell. I broke my left leg in to places. This is a tough thing to go through as is, but when you can't even count of your friends to lift you up?? I have seriously been stuggling! I just count my blessings that I have such an AMAZING husband that has taken everything on with a smile. We have 3 young kids, and a household to run and I was bed ridden. He never even raised his voice, not even when I would ask him to get up several times when he had just sat down to eat dinner lol! He has been my rock and my amazing family has been there the whole time through the tears and anger and denial, all of it. But my friends, my best friends, not even a visit...a few texts, but only if I started the conversation. I really expected them to be there for me.
Last week I got my cast off, I could stand on my own 2 feet for the first time is 12 weeks but does she say anything, no! Nothing...
She asks to borrow a dress, I say sure, but you will have to come up here to get it cause I cant drive yet (again the effing broken leg) and she goes and buys one instead. seriously!? But she is going out of town and needs someone to watch her dog...hi becca, how are you? i miss you! ....AAAHHHHHH! really! GRRR!!!
I love her, but seriously, this is not a friend. I need a friend.
Saturday, April 07, 2012
I took my measurements the beginning of march, still way before I could step on a scale just to have idea of where I would be starting at when I could start walking again.
March 7, 2012
I was released to partial weight bearing (about 25%) on april 3rd then I took my weight, which was the most painful thing since I broke my leg, and measurements again today. I was pretty shocked, but at the same time, I know I have been wheelchair/bed ridden for the last 12 weeks, so I knew some gain was going to happen. We are stating to fix that now!!
So here are my april goals...including loss *YAY* and my goals for april
waist-40 ***.5" loss!!
low waist 44.5 ***1.5" loss!!
hips 51 ***1" loss!!
thighs 32 ***1" loss!!
knee 10 ***1" loss!!
calf 18.5 ***.5" loss!!
so excited that I lost even just under the week I have started to be on my feet agian! HOORAY
1) loose 7 lbs
2) going low carb 150g/day **thanks SKINNYMISSKACEY
3) being on sparkpeople at least once everyday
4) challenge myself to heal, I want to heal strong :)
5) positive attitue (I still get so frustrated and down not being able to do some everyday things so I really want to remember that this is only going to make me stronger)
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