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Monday, July 20, 2009


This is what I have to do from now on. My whole body is under reconstruction and there is nothing I can do right now. I will put my hope and faith in God and his word. I will continue to eat all the right stuff and do my best to stay in the right frame of mind.
I am powerless to eating. But at least I know what the right foods are and the right amount should be.
SO HELP ME GOD!!!I pray for strenght and faith to trude on, through the valleys and the desert to the high places where I shall put my feet on solid ground.
God knows how much I can do and what I can do. He also gives me courage and gives me substains. I love him for what he has down for me and will continue to do. I hope in him and ask for help through him. I will continue to do my walking, tennis and swimming and look forward to the day when I can jump up and down thanking God for what he has done for me.
AMEN and AMEN!!!

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KMVBBAM 8/10/2009 10:06AM

    I love your blog, I also feel faith in God and yourself work hand in hand...

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MRSCDOC 7/21/2009 10:58AM

    Nothing is impossible with our God! That's a perfect reason for our hope!! You and HE together can do this! You're on your way now! Best wishes on your journey! Praise Him that we don't have to travel alone!

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THINTWIN2 7/20/2009 7:45PM

    So do I! Believe I mean. When I got to the place I feared I wouldn't be able to do my job anymore because of the pain I was in, I finally took the first step to doing something about it. I can't change everything, but that which I can, I will! God has honored my efforts and I am losing weight. You can too! So take those steps and just ask Him to take care of the rest. It will take time but we can enjoy the journey. He wants to take it with us, aren't we so fortunate to have a God who loves us that much? YAY!

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

I truley feel that my life has been better because of my faith in Christ and I have wonderful friends who support me ALOT!! As far as family, they are so few and far from me since they are not supportive of what I may try to accomplish. My life is not a part of their lives and I am better for that.
I have a wonderful church family and wonderful CHRISTAIN friends. Yes, there are some non-christain friends as well, but I get my growth from those who believe the same way I do. I AM BLESSED and I AM ALIVE!!! AMEN!!

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THINTWIN2 7/17/2009 8:36PM

    What an inspiring post! Sometimes I stop and think about life and feel just as you do, so thankful and thrilled that He loves me! I just need to do that more often. Thanks for the reminder.
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JANJAN571 7/16/2009 9:21PM

  Dont't worry Crist works in mysterious ways. weather people believe or not .. God is good

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Power-less to weight lose

Monday, March 02, 2009

I HATE looking in the mirror and especially weighing myself. JUST TERRIBLE and utter discused. I can't get below 195 lb and I refuse to get above 205. I am so dissapointed in this weight lose crapt I want to do something. I know there are certain drugs out there and I know other ways but then that would be letting myself do something I haven't for 5yrs----binge and purge!! I could also stay up all night and go to bed in the am. I never eat at night, and sleep all day. But I have a mother-in-law to take-care of so the last idea is out.
I am power-less to this genetic diease called "budda-butt' and "budda belly" . Being over-weight and eating as little as possible is a generational curse on our family--both Father and Mother's side. I just look at dounuts and other fatting junk and I get the intire calories in through my eyes to the butt and waist line.
I know this sounds like a complaint but I am so baffled by this. I eat 5to 8 servings of fruit and veggies a day; drink 6to 10 glasses of water a day and eat a ton of natural fiber foods. WHAT IS GOING ON that I can't lose weight? Why can't I get some kind of diet pill to help me? This I know will work, it has before. I have to believe in my inner self and FAITH in my higher-power, Jesus Christ to pull me through. I CAN"T DO THIS MY~SELF!!! Help me O' LORD!
Well, enough of this garbage talk time to do something and very drastic.



Wednesday, February 25, 2009

MY OH MY and WHY OH WHY is the song of the week for me. It's nothing more than I can't get to 150 lbs. I can't even get down to 175 and IT IS STARTING to tick me off.
I want to look like I use to ALONG time before this awful weight problem. Nothing I can do or have tried to do has changed this and it really stinks!
It is heart-breaking when I know this isn't the way it is suppose to be. I can do better than this and I will!
So why oh why is the ? for weight and the my oh my is for "look at this most disgusting out of body disfigured rump-rump!! I have a boota-belly and boota-butt and just hate the sight of the birth-day suite!
Well, I guess no-more slaming my-self up against a wall.


I need to be a DREAM-GIRL!

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I can not remember a year when I have actually slept every night for eight hours; OR maybe even 7 hours. I have an absoulte wish to go 1 month and sleep every night for at least 7 hrs. Can I do this? Will I do this?? YES I CAN I need to do at least once in my life.
I WANT TO SLEEP and very BADLY!! I do eat 3 to 4 meals that are low in sugar, cholesterol, fat, sodium and loaded with vitiams and minerals and TASTEY!!
I can't sleep before 9pm and stay in bed till 8 am. So if I go to bed at 11:00pm-1:00am I will be up between 4:00 am to 8:00am--NO MATTER WHAT!
I have had an awful life--no excuses!!! I NEVER was able to sleep a full night growing up: when I got married and had my son; and then after the birth it was either up till mid-nite and up at 5:00 am, no matter what according to my ex.
Then I get divorced and go into grave yard waitressing and the switching was so much easier and soon that went into another nite mare of not sleeping for several days at a time.
Now, I still can't sleep as I take care of my mother-in-law and rest of family memebers.; my husband is a long haul driver and I go to drop him off in the middle of the night, pick him up when-ever. I just want a month to myself!!


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