Friday, January 11, 2008
Just thought I would write a little something in here today, its been 11 days since I started this lifestyle change and I honestly feel better. so far so good, the ease of not eating is surprising to me because every other attempt that has been made has failed to this point and only because the willpower did not hold up to the cake and what not. I honestly believe that my new friend Fear has a lot to do with it. its funny to me because usually Fear drives people to not do something, for example standing on the edge of a 30 foot drop into a lake, fear may stop a person from taking that jump, or getting on a roller coaster etc, Fear has driven me to make a decision to change the path that I am on, and make an abrupt right hand turn into the thick brush of limited diet and much more exercise.
I have placed the fear into my back pocket and it will remain there until I make it out of the brush and find a better road than the one I was on. now I am rambling so I will end this entry here. thanks for reading .