frustration galore

Friday, October 23, 2009

which is only slightly above depression! lol

My third transcript SHOULD be here today. I had waited over a week again, and called yesterday. My their mailing date it should arrive today. Then on to working with the Registry.

And I have the hide and seek roofer. Can anyone say phone tag? And barely that even. It is going to be an even uglier job, now that our weather has turned typical Oregon.

Then there is the tax problem, as in IRS. I don't have the energy to deal with them, but i am going to have to find it because they are threatening now. Ow, ow, ow.

  

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JCDUBEA63 11/5/2009 8:55PM

wow n I thought i had problems!! Hope everything gets better real soon!!! Report Inappropriate Comment

Pity Party Partially over (hope, hope, hope)

Saturday, October 03, 2009

My son is home from rehab. He called me to let me know he was home and to thank me for the things I dropped off for him. His whole attitude/tone seemsed different--as in a good different. He said it was a very sad experience, but he;s too "old" to keep going through all this. Maybe my baby boy is growing up!

One of the roofing companies came out again, and this guy was spectacular! He took all my insurance info and said he'll work to get my house fixed right! yippee!
Wow, someone to fight for me for a change!

And I guess eventually I'll get my paper trail/ paper chase finished for the Child Center job. There must be a lesson in here, but so far all I see is the frustration! But I do see "light"!!!

  

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PINDOC 10/3/2009 6:41PM

Your son's attitude sounds right on - as if he's finally sick and tired of being sick and tired. That'll motivate a person more than any information one can give them. I keep sending healing thoughts for him and for your job search! Report Inappropriate Comment

STLRZGRRL 10/3/2009 2:12PM

I don't know how SP managed to give you THREE comments for the price of one... it must be in lieu of the 500 extra goodie points we didn't win on the wheel this week!! Comment edited on: 10/3/2009 6:29:33 PM Report Inappropriate Comment

STLRZGRRL 10/3/2009 2:12PM

Oh, B... I so hope that there are many corners being turned in your household... You deserve to have LOTS of light in your life... (And NOT from the hole in the roof, either!!!) Report Inappropriate Comment

STLRZGRRL 10/3/2009 2:12PM

Oh, B... I so hope that there are many corners being turned in your household... You deserve to have LOTS of light in your life... (And NOT from the hole in the roof, either!!!) Report Inappropriate Comment

Just call me Grandma!!!

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Yesterday was Grandparents Day at Zoe's Preschool--and I was invited! From the time she came in the door, she attached herself to me like a little mini me! Hey, we curly headed girls need to stick together! About a half hour before Sarah came back to pick her up, she went to play with her friends! So I read a story to a little boy who didn't have a grandparent there that day!

I felt pretty special! I had left my phone at home tho, so didn't even get a picture. But someone at school took a picture of us, so I'm waiting for it to arrive!

  

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APPEALSTOME 10/1/2009 3:25PM

Grandma's are special. I am glad you felt that way and were celebrated in a special way. Report Inappropriate Comment

Sore Back!!!

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Carrying all this stuff has given me a sore back. Stressssssssssssss!

I'm actually feeling a little numb this morning. Sensory overload! I can't seem to fix even one odf my problems, so I'mm gonna "forget" them! Not too likely but they are on "mute" right now! lol

  

Just call me Atlas

Monday, September 28, 2009

I feel like I'm holding up my own personal world on my very sore shoulders. I now don't have a job--the state CCD turned down my application. I'm not even sure of why totally yet and I don't know if they send a written explanation either. My unemployment has run out---there is an extension that starts Oct 4th--small light in this tunnel. I have issues with my roof that have felt like a yo-yo going up and down. I am waiting on two bids I had DONE TO SEE IF I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO FIX IT. THE GOOD NEWS THERE IS THAT IT IS NOT AS COMPLICATED A PROCESS AS THE FIRST CONTRACTOR SAID--YEAH??!! (lovely little crooked finger hit the caps lock!!!) My significant other is gambling again, and acting like a jacka**.


And my son went to Rehab yesterday. Now that doesn't seem so bad as I have had several days to get used to it. He had been hiding his problems very well this time (he's an alcoholic). Once i processed the information, I decided that it was a good thing--he realized his problem this time, he decided to do something about it. and he even said, let's hope this is the last time. Unfortunately when he first called me my mother's heart went into gear and I cried for days. Both hurting for him and feeling guilty that he is the way he is. I'm better now, but still feeling crushed under a heavy heavy load.

  

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STLRZGRRL 9/28/2009 3:33PM

Bonnie, I'm pretty sure you get SP points under "Other Exercises" when you carry this much weight around all day... Here are big fat hugs for you: ((((((BonnieBee))))) Report Inappropriate Comment