Tuesday, May 01, 2012
So...lets see I need support to help me get past my road block. I get started all the time and then when i get sad or stressed out I quit. I have problems. LOL like we all don't. However, I have an addition and the only way to get past it is to talk about it. I am fat because of me and only me. I want to control what goes in my mouth, but before you know it i have failed.. I am hoping for a better turn out this time around. I know it sounds like I am complaining, but i think if i start to get things off my chest it will be a lot easier. I could be wrong, but this is the one thing that i have never tried. I know a lot of you will just look past this, but i do need support i need assistance and i need a friend. I need to learn how to not let everything upset me. I am constantly upset with my husband and i know it is because i don't like myself and i take it out on him. Plus I have a very precious little boy who was born at 1 pound 3 ounces and will celebrate his 3rd birthday may 22. I am so proud of my baby. Well i have a lot of work of ahead of me and I think I will start writing when i am upset or happy or just because i need to get stuff off my chest. Well to whoever reads this and gives advice Thank you. It helps to know i am not the only one out there.
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