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What today brings

Wednesday, March 07, 2012

So its the start of brand new day :) and its the middle of the week YAY!!!! Today' s agenda is pretty full. I have work til around 3ish. Then I am going to see my fiancee's dad at the nursing home since he has asked about me the past two days and is wondering when I am going to come see him. After that its heading home to hopefully go on a short run outside if its not too windy!!! Then inside to do coach nicole's 28 day boot camp dvd... After all that it will be finding something to eat then going to my mom's old school to get massages from the clinical students. :) Hoping this day stays a good as it seems it will :)

  
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IVYBUTTERFLY3 3/7/2012 11:27AM

    Sounds like a fabulous day to me!! Keep up the momentum!!

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ESMILTON 3/7/2012 10:29AM

    Here's to hoping you have a fantastic day!! Enjoy a massage for me!! :)

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Frustration

Tuesday, March 06, 2012

So my fiancee and I have been going back and forth between whether or not we are going to move out of Ohio or stay around for a few years because of his dad not be in the greatest health he has MS and is in a nursing home. We decided that if I got my interviews for this TN job and got it that we would move. Well I had my interviews and should find out soon if I got the job.... But now his is getting cold feet about moving. We finally were able to move his dad to a nursing home that it 5 mins from him instead of an hour... So he feels now that we should stay but then also wants to go if i get the job so i just dont know what to do.... I wish that he would make up his mind we have already gone back and forth several times. I have no opposition either way.... I am just feeling bummed because I went all the way to TN to interview and I really liked the place. Even if I get it I may end p turning it down because I would feel bad moving my fiancee away from his sick father. I just wish HE would make a firm decision... I cant make the decision for him its not my father, and I dont want to make things hard. I just hate have my future up in the air. I am one that likes to have consistency and predictability... I like know what I am going to be doing in a few month.... Not having it change every few months. UGH frustrations!!!!

  
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EVA0805 3/7/2012 10:36AM

    It is really commendable that you are trully considering your fiance's feelings and decision. So far, it looks to me like you are really good together. I also understand the work issues, however, you are the one to set your priorities and they seem pretty clear to you. It is family first, thus far. My personal favorite saying is "I have plans, but God has better ones!" Maybe you have heard it before, but it has proven absolutely right every time. Trust your instincts, and set the priorities in your life as you feel you can sleep better at nights! God bless you, and you will see that things will fall into place! Good luck! emoticon

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MISSG180 3/7/2012 9:43AM

    It's always a tough decision, no doubt. Hang in there.

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RLT5089 3/6/2012 10:43PM

    I have had a lot of the same feelings... my husbands parents are 70 and not in the greatest health.. his dad has had multiple heart attacks in years past... it is so hard for me because I want to do the right thing and be the supportive loving wife to help with his parents but at the same time I feel like I am being asked to sit back and watch my life go by. I go through a lot of feelings of guilt. And a lot of getting my hopes up only to have them dashed. I don't have the answers but I know what you are going through. It will all work out for the best one way or the other, even if it is hard right now.

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ESMILTON 3/6/2012 11:13AM

    Keep your head up, girl! You can get through this. Don't forget (as I often do) to try to only stress about the things you have control over. Otherwise, it may very well be a waste of time.

Wishing you luck and peace of mind soon!!!

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SHAKINGTHETREE 3/6/2012 10:12AM

    Oh, wow... that's really hard... so tough. It's great that you and your fiance are communicating about it, though; even for as difficult as the conversation is, you're still talking about it, and that's a good thing.

I hope a solution finds you.

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Glad its a new week.

Monday, March 05, 2012

Sorry for keeping you all in the dark. But my fiancee's grandfather passed shortly after I posted my last blog. Last week was just long and crazy. I have gained 4lbs and am sick and lovely aunt flo is going to visit soon. I am glad that is a new week. I am getting back on track while still trying to be there for my fiancee. SO here is to a new week that will hopefully will be a WHOLE LOT BETTER!!!!!

  
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DARCI_1 3/5/2012 2:37PM

    I am so sorry to hear about your fiance's grandfather and your not feeling good. Prayers being sent for all of you! emoticon

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CC3833 3/5/2012 11:16AM

    wow that is really tough. But I like your attitude. Keep it going, I'm sure you're being a huge support to your fiance. You can get through this.

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MISSG180 3/5/2012 10:23AM

    I am so sorry for your loss. Wishing you a peaceful heart, an easy TOM, and a positive week!

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ESMILTON 3/5/2012 10:09AM

    I am so sorry for your loss... I'll be keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers...

Don't worry so much about the 4 lbs, they will be gone almost as quick as they showed up! Keep fighting, your strength is incredible and helps me to keep going!

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UMLEEYEAH 3/5/2012 9:54AM

    Prayers going out to you and your fiance. Don't let the pounds get you down, stay focused and make sure to sweat out some if any frustrations!!

Aunt flo was bringing me down last week before I kicked her to the curb on the treadmill.It was worth it!!

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UMLEEYEAH 3/5/2012 9:54AM

    Prayers going out to you and your fiance. Don't let the pounds get you down, stay focused and make sure to sweat out some if any frustrations!!

Aunt flo was bringing me down last week before I kicked her to the curb on the treadmill.It was worth it!!

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UMLEEYEAH 3/5/2012 9:54AM

    Prayers going out to you and your fiance. Don't let the pounds get you down, stay focused and make sure to sweat out some if any frustrations!!

Aunt flo was bringing me down last week before I kicked her to the curb on the treadmill.It was worth it!!

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SHAKINGTHETREE 3/5/2012 9:41AM

    Your attitude is great - you're going to lose those four pounds in no time (figure: two of them are probably courtesy of our good ol' Auntie Flo!).

I'm so sorry to hear about your fiance's grandfather... blessings and prayers for you as you get through it.

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Worried

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

So today was going really great. Then I got a call from Jeff (my fiancee) and his grandpa is in the hospital and not doing well. I am worried because he was doing well then all the sudden he is in the hospital. He does have a disease of some sort not sure what. But he was doing REALLY well. I hate that everything has to happen at once. I already had last friday off for vacation then was sick yesterday so its not like I can really take another day off today :(. Then I have to be out of town Thursday and Friday. I am afraid something will happen while I am gone :( His family could really use some prayers and positive thoughts!!

  
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ESMILTON 2/29/2012 7:36AM

    Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers!! Try to stay as positive as possible, be a strong support for your fiancee, he may need it!
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MISSG180 2/29/2012 6:45AM

    Prayers for his recovery. I hate that feeling of helplessness that comes from being so far away.

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CHELE0329 2/29/2012 5:52AM

    I will keep all of you, in my prayers. If you need ANYTHING you just say the word! Please keep me posted on how he is doing....big (((hugs)))

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CC3833 2/28/2012 3:01PM

    O gosh. Well you will def be in my thoughts!

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PASTORMIKE7 2/28/2012 10:14AM

    I am sorry to read about your fiancee grandpa!

Things do happen for a reason and it is so hard to explain why it does. Only God knows! Please don't walk around being afraid that something will happen. Have Faith and Trust and know that God will see you though this. Your fiancee, you, and the family our in my prayers!!

Pastor Mike

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Amazing weekend but now im sick :(

Monday, February 27, 2012

So my interview went really really really well!!! I should know in like 3 weeks or so if I get the job! Then my trip to gatlinburg was amazing. A little cold but sooooo worth it. I had so much fun and it was beautiful. I cant wait to make it back. I am really hoping that I get this job cause I would be so close to there and could go whenever :D. I loved loved loved it. I cant wait to find out!!

  
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ASHIKIME 2/27/2012 9:44PM

    Good luck!!

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DARCI_1 2/27/2012 8:16PM

    Feel better soon! Best of luck on the job!

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MISSG180 2/27/2012 7:02PM

    Glad you had a good vacation. Fingers crossed for the job! Feel better soon!

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