Wednesday, May 12, 2010
I keep getting asked where I went. I removed all my friends, took my page offline, and hid for months.
Well here the scoop. I was dealing with depression. I had done so well at create a healthy life and living my new live and then it all ended. Food is what I looked forward to, it gave me, my only sense of joy. So of course I started packing on the pounds again and this site change from my motivation to my realism that I was a failure. I would come to this site and leave feeling worse. So I had to go hid, go deal with the life, and figure out how to show my face. Well I am showing my face again, but I have not gotten my drive to be healthy back yet.
I do miss my friends, but can't quite cope yet. But I am getting closer.
for not giving all the up on me.