Monday, July 23, 2012
Well I've been away from SP for a little over a week due to some personal problems and issues.
I have a hubby that says he supports me and spurs me on to do well at whatever I choose to do but then as soon as I really start getting into things and enjoying it he decides he doesn't like me doing it quite so much and tells me it's taking over my life....eeerrr, NO IT ISN'T!!! and even if it is would it be such a bad thing? What is it with other halves saying one thing and then totally doing another, so I've not been at my best. Oh and that bit of weight, it's all gone back on....so really feeling down and depressed and most of all really angry, angry at him for putting me through it but even more angry at myself for letting him make me feel this way, but NO MORE, if he doesn't like it he knows where the door is, I am so sick and tired of living my life for other people, I am now living my life for me!!!!
We had a good long talk and I decided that if he can't live with me improving myself then he didn't have to and he could leave anytime he chose but he chose not to, (funny that).
I did start exercising again a few days ago but today is the first day that I've started tracking my food from the last time, I've gone over by a few calories but I'm not too upset about it.
Now I'm getting back into it things should start getting back to normal.
Had a lovely day in Whitby with hubby and the in-laws, did lots of walking(very steep hills) and lots of steps.