Monday, May 21, 2012
In vet school some people keep blogs about their journey and time here. I haven't really had people say much about my weight in my life and now that I have lost 22 pounds somebody has. I mean wow what a blow to my confidence. I mean this is the third week of classes and I didn't realize we had established seats already although last week everyone seemed to be sitting in the same general seating arrangement. But today Ryan was in my seat so no big deal I just moved back one row so I could have a good view of the tv. But apparently Brian has an emotional attachment to his seat already and came in and defensively but in a joking manner claimed I was in his seat and he said "you can move down one seat." Not really asking or anything just was demanding me to move down and I said no way you need to learn how to talk to people but once again in a defensive and joking manner. I mean I really thought he would just sit down next to me but he sat 2 seats down on the end I guess so christine could still have the seat in between us. anyways so he writes in his blog every day and this was a section he wrote:
For the most part things have been hunky doory BUT......SUPPA TIME stole my seat today in micro-anatomy lecture. I really don't want to sound like Sheldon from "Big Bang Theory"but seriously.....THAT'S MY SEAT! There is a row of 4 seats and all of the other seats were empty. Therefore, I asked and said could you slide over one..........SUPPA TIME then responded that someone needed to learn me how to talk. I'm not sure if this statement came from the over abundance of left overs she typically consumes or SUPPA TIME just has a major issue with being cordial. I'm not bitter at all but I can assure you that in the future I will be making an immediate stop by the micro-lecture hall to have my bag placed in "MY SEAT" to prevent any further issues.
Anyways I've apparently been named suppa time... hmm don't know why. I ate peanuts in one of my classes and that was his reasoning apparently. But really he should know that when he is going to make his blog so public he should try to watch what he says about people especially if it's referring to a girl like that and even if he's trying to joke... we all have self-conscious issues. He is 29, married, and with a kid so he should really be more mature than that.
I decided to go personally apologize for taking his seat since it clearly bothered him that much. But really it took a lot of apologizing on my part for him to apologize at all for it and it didn't really feel sincere like knowing he really hurt my feelings because he was just kind of smiling and apologizing at the same time. Oh well boys are dumb, throw rocks at them!
Anyways I have been maintaining the same .8 pounds of 137.6 to 138.4 over the last week or so and it's my goal to be at 137 by this weekend sometime. We had an ice cream social today and I will admit I overindulged. We have mini fridges in our dorms with the freezer on the inside but it's not really good enough to keep things frozen so I don't have any ice cream unless I buy a bar at the campus store. Ice cream is also super expensive here since they have to ship things in so I don't like to buy individual bars very much. Anyways pudding has been my substitute and it does an okay job but nothing beats ice cream! So yea I did overindulge but no regrets! The butterscotch was fantastic :)