Thursday, May 22, 2008
I've never weighed this much my entire life. I couldn't figure out what I was doing wrong before, but after a week on this program it is clear to me. Almost every meal I had included some sort of fried item, and on top of that I stopped going to the gym completely. While I was back home I looked at old pictures of myself, in some of them I weighed about 160. Ironically, back then I used to think I was terribly overweight, and now 160 is my goal weight.
I was feeling good about losing my first ten pounds, but then last night my last pair of jeans [that still fit] were ripped open when I gracefully stumbled over myself. So now here I am, without a decent pair of pants. There's at least six pairs of jeans in my closet but I can no longer fit in any of them. It's such a small crisis, but even though I've lost 10 lbs the lack of fitting clothing makes me feel like I just gained 30.