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Focus on my life

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I had a really great weekend. I went to a seminar called "Focus on an inspired life". Going in I thought it would be just like a recovery group or motivation speakers. I was so wrong. I learned so much about myself and the things I let hold me back from life. I want to tell the world about what happened and get them to go. I have not let myself have fun, say things I wanted to, and just live, because I was afraid people would not like me or make fun of me because of my past. When I dealt with it and let it go, I felt so free. I am happy where I am now. I not good with expressing things in words, but that's me and its OK.

  
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MARVEEME 3/30/2011 11:26PM

    Sounds interesting. Glad you had a great weekend!

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JAYDEEMARIE 3/30/2011 11:26AM

    CONGRATULATIONS!! It is so great that you found that seminar and can feel good about your new found freedom to be you. Good Luck.

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My life is looking up:)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Things have been going better for me. I know it was my attitude. I was letting my issues and problems take over my thoughts. I had adopted the poor me attitude again. I stopped being grateful for what I had and got jealous of everyone who seemed to have it better. So I am stepping outside my "comfort zone" and making changes.
One of the things I was comfortable with was my part time job. I am grateful to be working, but it does not afford me to have my own place. I have gotten my Massage Therapist license last year and have not really promoted myself much. I know I need to kick in gear to move on. So I am starting to market more and get my name out. I also put down a deposit for a place. I can't wait for my daughters and I to be on our own. We can do it.
I love everyone who has helped me on my new path in life and help me to see I am stronger then I think.

  
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MARVEEME 3/15/2011 3:59PM

    Attagirl! That's the spirit!

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Been a bit down as of late.

Monday, March 07, 2011

I have been going in and out of a downer mood lately. I had been doing pretty well when I came back to this site. Today I hit a bump in the road. My sister and brother-in-law invited me to hear about a seminar they had taken and how it changed their lives. As people got up and talked it was about how much better their marriage was and how happy they where. I just got upset seeing happy couples and how I am not in a relationship. I almost tuned out the message they had on how focused they now where on God and his plan for their lives. I have just gotten out of a very bad marriage and really did not want to hear, see or just be around happy couples. In the end the gave out prizes, I won a free seminar. My daughter and the people there where happier for me then myself. God has a way of putting you where you need to be.

  
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BECCAM3 3/8/2011 11:16PM

    Thank you! I have just been so upset with God about my path and how I long for the love of a man and to feel loved and cared about. I need to let go and let God and just heal from my hurts for now.

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MARVEEME 3/8/2011 10:24AM

    God DOES have a plan for you, and while you may not be ready for His message, you won that prize for a reason only known to Him right now. Follow this path. Any child learning to walk falls down and starts to cry....but the people around that child laugh and are happy.....the reason for this is easy for us to see. The exact same thing just happened to you when your family was excited for you....heed to their emotions FOR you. You will be glad they encouraged you, despite how you feel at the moment about "couples". This is in preparation for your future!

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met some goals went over some, over all a good day though.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Today I finally met two nutrition goals I always have trouble meeting. Calcium and protein. I went over almost everything else. My sodium was almost 5000 mg. I want to blame the cheesecake my daughter made and how I didn't want to hurt her feelings by not having some. In the end I choose to have that second piece. I caved in to the craving for spaghettios when I know they are loaded with sodium. I am the one making the food choices, I know when I enter it in my tracker it may not be good. I have to make that choice to be healthy. So I posted new pictures of me on my page, bought a new pedometer, and walked to the grocery store(bought healthy version of items needed).

  
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BECCAM3 2/28/2011 9:15AM

    Thank you. Do you know how to get rid of excess sodium? I blow that one out of the water. Also I grow up not far from you. I am from the Scranton area.

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MARVEEME 2/28/2011 6:57AM

    Good for you, working off the overages. Remember to do the math so you can figure out how much additional walking or exercise you'll need to burn off those overages. It CAN be done!

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Henry Horton State Park

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Today my girls and I went for a hike at Henry Horton state park. It is a very beautiful place. They have four trails, we choose the easiest and shortest. We have not hiked since last fall. We then had a nice lunch, it was a bit cold but we endured. I even played on the playground. I have not been able to do that in years. It was fun. I hope to get more weekends off to do this with them. Tennessee has many trails. I want to explore them all. emoticon

  
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MARVEEME 2/20/2011 7:30AM

    You got it!

Family + Fun = SUCCESS!

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