Sunday, April 12, 2009
I had a big disappointment the other day, and added more to it......
let me tell you.... I bought myself some capris while in Toronto, really nice, a pair of black and a pair of white. I always bought 5X, but one was 1X and one was X. They both fit really nice, but when I turned sideways in the mirror they looked terrible. Here is my bottom belly hanging down inches below my backside. So I told Shannon and asked him what I could do about it and he said nothing, the muscles in my stomach are gone. So when I went to see my consultant yest. I asked her and she said the same thing as Shannon, and then said the only thing is surgery. My doctor mentioned surgery to me the last time I was there and I said we'll discuss this later.
My consultant said if they could prove it isn't for cosmetic purpose our medical system might cover it, she told me she had a lady who wasn't getting everything she needed and it was costing $20,000.00.
The other thing she mentioned was to wear Spanks.... of course I can't find them here in Canada (I googled it and found them sold in US but they won't ship to Canadian address).
So this is the dilemna..... do I sit and sulk about this and say so what's the point... If I can't look good after I lose the weight what's the point, or do I sit here and be happy that I am still losing weight and feeling so much better?
You betcha.... I am happy to be losing weight and will just have dress accordingly... ta da !
You have to learn to change your thinking. Keep thinking positive. Look at all your accomplishments and successes and be happy.