Saturday, February 17, 2007
Wow! When I committed to changing my entire life I had NO idea all this would happen. Not only am I loosing weight but I'm getting happy again! When I finally told my husband that after whipping a dead horse for 4 years I was tired and ready to call it quits, my WHOLE outlook on my life reverted back to when I was more healthy and happy. A HUGE burden has been lifted off of my shoulders. Am I glad my marriage is over, no. I am glad the suffering is though. I have met some people who are helping me change my life, for the better. The ladies in my Sparkgroup are a HUGE part of this for me. Then there are some other friends who have 'faith' in me and what I can achieve in my life. Then there is someone who, even though I hate the way my smile looks, has told me how beautiful it is, making me want to do it more often. Smile that is :) How long will this feeling of being on top of the world last? I sure don't know, but I'm gonna ride it for all its worth till the carnie stops it and makes me get off. And for what it's worth....I hope that carnie forgets the ride is going and goes away :) Seriously :)