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My world is ending but I'm still here

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Sean and I are married... the wedding was perfect but what happened afterwards makes me feel like my world has ended.

First after the wedding we went to a hotel for 2 nights and it wasn't the best experience. Got home and that night I bashed my toe so bad I had to stay off it for one week causing me to lose a week of pay. Then when I got better I went back to hell (I mean work).

But i quit because my boss turned around and started yelling at me all the time... so add in the way the other assistant manager treated me I felt this was too toxic a job to stay at. The problem is that I did not have another job lined up and now sean and I are screwed.

We are so broke that we have no grocery money and are behind on all our bills.

Top it off my weight sucks mostly and I cant take my meds because I have no groceries to eat with them.


BUT....
I'm still here.

http://fullmoonhaven.blogspot.ca/

  
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KPETSCHE 9/14/2014 5:13AM

    Wow, I'm so sorry to hear about those unexpected problems. You have to remember the saying about "one door closes and another door opens" - try to find the good in your adversity right now and find that new door that might be ready to open up for you.

I hope that things are looking up for you guys soon!

Congratulations on the fantastic wedding.

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22 Days to Wedding

Saturday, July 26, 2014

So I have been absent for a while now... So much has changed. Lost Weight Gained Weight. Found a job at Planet Organic Market, Laid off. Got a job at FabricLand and offered assistant management after 2 weeks. Highs and low. Good and bad. My fiance has stuck with me and he is trying to understand my bi-polar more. But... Its swallowing me again. I need to lose more weight but i am stuck. I am not excited for my wedding because I know i will look like a huge navy blue beached whale. Need to get back on the horse I guess.

  
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MARYJOANNA 7/26/2014 5:35AM

  Be sure to take your meds!!

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EDLEAR 7/26/2014 4:03AM

    It's good to see you back! Great that you have a job, and are doing so well at it. It's great that your fiance supports you in your struggles. We care about you, too. emoticon

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GRANDMAFRANNY 7/26/2014 2:39AM

    OH WOW !! BUT I KNOW HE STILL "LOVES YOU" THAT IS IMPORTANT. STRUGGLING W/ BIPOLAR MY SON HAS THAT. YOU HAVE TO BE emoticon, KID. TRUST ME. WEDDING, GOD BLESS YOU BOTH, BUT emoticon IT,. IF YOU WANT SOMETHING BAD ENOUGH THEN emoticon . YOU HAVE TO DO IT. KEEP ME INFORMED ON PROGRESS.

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Interesting Changes!

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Wedding date set, new job, weight loss

So we set our wedding date for August 16th.

Also now I am working at starbucks and not very happy about it. It takes an hour to get there on the bus and even though i am supposed to be getting minimum 32 hours per week i am not. Which puts more pressure on sean because he has to cover more and more of the bills.

On the weird scale I have love 8.5 lbs in 2 weeks without even trying. But that will come back as i will be going back on my insulin right away.

  
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PICKIE98 12/14/2013 4:05PM

    You never know, somebody may walk into your store someday and offer you a job.. maybe a competitor??
Congratulations on your engagement and weight loss..

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Motivational Board

Thursday, October 17, 2013

So since i cannot make a physical board i decided to take it one step farther. I made a motivational Pinterest board so i can pin things that help motivate me.

www.pinterest.com/azlyn1983/motivati
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Although not helpful this week because i am so sick and needing to find a new job. My boss made me come into work just to suspend me for 3 days. Like he couldn't tell me over the phone

  
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SCRIPTEDFLIGHT 10/18/2013 2:04PM

    Hope you feel better soon. That really sucks about your job and your boss. Best of luck finding something new!

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Fall Challenge Blog

Tuesday, October 01, 2013

My goals this time is to love 5-10 lbs and drink more water. A non-fitness goal is to find a way to make some extra money. To be happy.

I need to do this because Sean and I plan to have a baby eventually and to get my diabetes under control

  
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ELODIE972 10/6/2013 1:58PM

    emoticon Stay motivated!

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WRENNI 10/3/2013 10:06PM

    Keep your motivations in sight, good luck on your journey.

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TALVARADO6 10/3/2013 9:25PM

    Great goals! emoticon emoticon

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SCRIPTEDFLIGHT 10/3/2013 3:45PM

    I agree with everyone - water is a great goal, and it will totally become second-nature.
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BMCKEOW1 10/1/2013 12:59PM

    You can do this. Water is hard one at first, but the next thing you know it's super easy and you wonder how it wasn't apart of your life before.

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JESSICACARVER 10/1/2013 10:58AM

    You can do it!!! Water water water!

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SKOOKEN 10/1/2013 7:11AM

    Keep your head in the challenge and youll lose that 10 lbs dont stress about money to much it will make it harder to lose the weight . take one day at a time

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