Saturday, March 26, 2011
Thanks for all the comments on my last blog. They have helped a ton. I have come to decide i cant change the past i just have to learn from it cause dewling on it will do nothing for me. The only thing i can do is change me right now and not let that effect me so much in my life right now. There will be times where it is going to really get to me. But for my to move on and be a better person because of my past is what i feel is best for me. I'm going to be change my weight loss goal and going to start eating right on program and working out more cause I want to see that person that will not fail and if she has came through what she has then she just needs to dust her self off and try again. it is kinda like they fall down 7 times get back up 8, I will be the one standing in the end dont you worry sidenote the weather is finally starting to get nicer so i'm hoping to start walking outside more. I cant wait for other people to wanna walk with me if i'm going to walk i need to do it now and if something wants to walk with me then well thats great but i cant wait till the text/call and ask i have to do it on my own also. I have been emotional better i think it has alot to do with finally starting sorry for the tmi. I have went from 283 to 288 in the last 2 weeks i'm sure alot of it has to do with water weight. So i'm restarting with 288 i know i will get down to 283 again in no time but this time i wanna get out of the 280's and 270's i have been down to 248 in my adult life a little over 2 years ago and i wanna get there again and i will pass that. I have to keep my mind on the prize which is me being a healtier person for ME.