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worst week

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Hello all. this has been a very hard week my aunts husband passed away which makes me miss my grandma very much. this year will be 9 years since she has passed away. To top it off I got in a fight with my mom which has made me come to realize that I will never find out who my dad is which sucks but then again it has been this way for a LONG time. I know when i have kids i will let them know who thier father is even if we arnt together thats just wrong to keep it from a kid they need to know who thier father is. I will not deal with this problem with my kids. I miss being pregant i want a baby really bad right now. i hate the fact that people that dont deserve kids had 3 or 4 of them and dont do crap for them. right now im gonna work on my weight i only had 85.2 or something like that till i get to my goal and im happy with that at that point i will see if i wanna keep losing or wanna try and get pregant. some people may not agree with this but it is my choice.I will be happy working on my weight loss :)

  
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DAWNWINS 1/21/2011 2:53PM

    Hi Les!
Sorry to hear about your loss, that is hard I know. Keep on track, you will get there!


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BROADWAYDREAMER 1/20/2011 7:29PM

  I'm sorry that you're missing your grandma, I can't even imagine what that's like. I would love to be a mom right now too. I'm ready to have my own house and family and children to spoil and pass down traditions to. Sometimes I feel like I will never have that and it sucks.

We just have to take one day at a time though. What's meant to be will be, all we can do is our best and see what happens.

I think that this year is going to be a good one. Keep your chin up and think positive, you can do this! We'll get the weight off together!

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me crazy????

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

well i think i'm going crazy lol today i not only went to the gym for an hour i did zumba on top of it... wow if you would have told me a month ago leslie you will go to walking class monday take tue off go to the gym for an hour then zumba and hour on wed and walking class on thur for an hour i would think you where crazy and tell you you must have been dreaming.. tonight we did i'm not even sure what it is called but i know my back fat hurts lol you use a medican ball and stand with you back to your partner maybe a few inches apart and you twist and pass it to them then do it the other way wow my back fat hurts so much from that but it feels good at the same time cause i know i did something great.. i'm so ready for this i can taste it :) and it sure does taste good.. biggest loser last night was amazing i cryed lol i watched this weeks and last weeks all yesterday i can see my self in sara with her having 2 miscarraiges and the doctor telling her part of her problem is with the weight and i can see my self in jennifer also with not wanting to lose weight and she gains it back cause she is scared and doesnt really wanna do it for her self.. well i broke out of that this weight loss is for me and ME ONLY... that being said i'm gonna play on the floor with the 2 year old and the 6month old. have a great night emoticon

  
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STARRSTYLIST 1/15/2011 11:46AM

    Les you are doing great.. Keep it up and before long..your next goal will be hit.. WOOT! Hope todays weigh in shows you how great you did..

Have a wonderful week ahead!

Love & hugs
Teresa

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DAWNWINS 1/13/2011 9:29AM

    Wow, it made me tired seeing all you have done! Keep going Les, you deserve the best!

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BRAINYBLONDE5 1/12/2011 10:24PM

    i know you are scared but you deserve this! you can do this! keep it up! && those exercises sound amazing! i think i might try and do that! haha thanks for always picking me up :)

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SUZZANNEKJ 1/12/2011 7:57PM

    isn't weird how we can be scared to lose weight? even when we are doing it for ourselves! keep up the good work!

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LOVEFIT30 1/12/2011 7:50PM

    Thats awesome! I love getting bursts of energy like that and being able to just GO. emoticon

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update

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

hello all so i havnt been on a computer in a while so i updated my weigh in's in the different groups that i'm active in :) i lost .2 pounds this week but i'm not going to complain cause i am coming off a 4 pound lost. i cant wait to get my taxes back so i can go get my hair done. if i keep up the great work i just might not only be able to get my hair done but also get my work out clothes. i'm so close to the 280 i can taste it :) right now i'm sitting at 286.2 which means i only have 87.3 to reach my goal of 199 that i wanna hit by the end of the year. and i still have just over 11 months to do so. i'm hoping that i also get my unemployment check soon also cause then i will be totally fine with my car payment and everything going on right now. i have been right now the calories i'm eating this week so i can stay with in my calorie range and lose this weight.. I have been still going to class also last night we worked on our legs and let me tell you it felt great we did lunges and squats and walked away the pounds i have class again on thur night but i'm thinking of going to the gym either today or tomorrow i'm not going to over do it but i will feel the burn. we are also having class on saturday this week so i will go to class 3 days this week. so every excited to see where i am going to be in a few months. there is something different this time and i know what it is it is that i believe i can do it this time where every other time i felt like i couldnt do it. well this time I AM GOING TO WIN not the weigh well i hope everyone has a great day emoticon

  
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TIGGERIFFIC123 1/11/2011 7:26PM

    What a wonderful, positive attitude...with that you WILL achieve ANYTHING you put your mind to! Congrats on all of your successes. Great to hear things are falling into place for you.

Rhonda

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WORKITCARRIE 1/11/2011 6:02PM

    You're doing great! I can't remember if I congratulated you on those 4 pounds last week..but CONGRATS! Haha! Keep up your hard work and I'm sure you will see 199 in 2011!!

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DAWNWINS 1/11/2011 1:11PM

    Keep on going girl, you're on a roll!


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BENJAMINSBABY 1/11/2011 12:43PM

    Woo hoo!! Love your positive attitude! You are going to rock this!

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STARRSTYLIST 1/11/2011 12:37PM

    Hey les.. Great job.. I feel your excitement and that is what you need. You CAn more then make that goal of 199 in 11 months. Im right here with you chickie.. WE CAN DO IT!

GL this week, too bad you didnt live closer, I would do your hair for you :))

Hugs
Teresa

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BRAINYBLONDE5 1/11/2011 11:21AM

    YOU ARE GOING TO WIN! keep it up!!! :D

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i jogged

Thursday, January 06, 2011

Hey there.. i know im not on spark much anymore i really want a computer screen like now lol i think when i get my taxes i might just go get a cheap lab top or something i might just get a computer screen and call it good... well now on to the good news tonight was my 2nd night at class well we did the 5 mile advanced we only did 3 of the miles and the last 2 minutes of each mile was jogging i jogged for 2 minutes straight can you believe it cause i cant it was amazing.. i sweated like crazy it felt go good when im done with the 3 miles i felt like i could do more.. tomorrow i will be going to the gym and do some light weights i have been talking to an old friend and he is going to help me with weights when he gets back home so i gotta start now cause i dont want him to kill me lol my legs are killing me but im not gonna stop 199 i will see you this year i promise till then i will be thinking about you... hugs everyone :)

  
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DAWNWINS 1/7/2011 1:05PM

    You go Girl~!

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SKINNYMINIME22 1/7/2011 8:57AM

    great job! that's awesome, keep it up!!

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LOVE_KRISTIN 1/7/2011 7:56AM

  I couldn't live without a computer! You will see 199 this year, keep working hard and you will see the results you want!!

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BROADWAYDREAMER 1/7/2011 7:18AM

  Great job on running those two minutes! Keep up the good work and believe in yourself and you will definitely see 199 this year!
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ELISELOVE1 1/6/2011 11:55PM

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BRAINYBLONDE5 1/6/2011 10:22PM

    woohooo keep it up! you are totaly gonna see 199 this year! :)

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WORKITCARRIE 1/6/2011 9:22PM

    Congrats on jogging!! And that's great you have a friend that is going to help you with weights. I'm right there with you on seeing 199 this year!! I keep wondering what that will be like and it's pushing me to work even harder! That lovely ONE in front of the number on the scale! Ahhh! Keep it up girl!

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day after gym

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

Hello all.. so last night was the first night back to the gym and it was great.. we did 3 miles in 45 mins. which is good for me cause most of the time it takes me 25 mins to do one mile on the track behind the hospital.. we also jogged in place for 60 secs so i was impressed that i was able to do it it burned and hurt but i didnt quit i stuck it out and did the whole thing. we go back to class again on thur i think i might hit the gym wed. right now our computer is broken so im using my phone and will try to keep up with everyone have a great day Ps i am kinda sore today in the legs and abs

  
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BRONWYN1983 1/4/2011 11:02PM

    Good for you! One day at a time!

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TIGGERIFFIC123 1/4/2011 6:24PM

    WAY TO GO...Sounds like you kicked some serious butt!! Keep up the good work.

Rhonda

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DAWNWINS 1/4/2011 1:25PM

    Way to be Les, you are kicking it!

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BECKY3128 1/4/2011 11:54AM

    Awesome job!

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BRAINYBLONDE5 1/4/2011 11:33AM

    you kick butt! i do 15 minute miles on my treadmill (and not usually less!) but learn to love that feeling of being sore. IT MEANS YOU ACCOMPLISHED SOMETHING !! :) keep it up, girl :)

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