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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

so wow it havnt been on this site in forever.. we dont have a computer at home so i'm no longer able to get on line at home. and when i'm at work in the break room so many ppl are in here that i dont even have time or wanna get on the computer... well what is going on in my life hmm i'm single thank goodness no more guy drama. although i do have home drama :( how is someone spoce to wanna lose weight when their family memebers tell them they will be fat forever and blah blah blah.. so i'm not telling anyone i'm going to start doing weigh watchers again. cause i will only get brought down again. i'm going to a new shift at work i will be working from 10-7 mon-fri and 1 saturday a month which i'm ok with so now i can go to my meetings in the morning before work and i will be ok i'm really annoyed with my life right now i have gained all my weigh back so there is no way i'm going to be able to hit 199 by the end of the year but you know what i'm going to try my best and do what i can. cause anything is better then being at 285 again :( well i'm off to eat lunch

  
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LYNDSEY221 5/28/2010 3:01AM

    Hey girl--I'm right there with you!! I have gone back to original weight--plus a few. I went to the doc the other day--283 lbs was my weight. Nothing to write home about but we can do this!!!!! I also haven't been on here most of the month but that's because I have been avoiding it. "It" being the idea/subject/process of losing weight. If you want to start WW I will be here to support you--don't listen to those who try to bring you down. Listen to the inner voice that tells you--you are strong & capable. No reason why you can't achieve your goals. love ya!

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WEIGHTING4BABY 5/19/2010 8:19AM

    hey i'm 285 lbs too and fully believe i will be at 199 by the end of the year! it is pushin it for real but it has been my goal the whole time!!
do what works for you!


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MESSENE 5/19/2010 7:51AM

    emoticon emoticonEver since I moved away from my family in California, I don't here this kind of talk, and I can do anything now. emoticonMy Mom was the worst! And shes my Mom. emoticonHope all goes better for you emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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MERRYMARY42 5/18/2010 8:20PM

    I'm glad to see you blogging, everyone here on Sparks is rooting for you, and you just have to want to get down there, and change your eating and exercising habits, and you can do it, I know what a bummer it is not to have a computer to use, yes that part is try about the public library, I think they have quite a few, and just sign up for the use or get there when no one else is, good idea. Come On Les, don't give up, You are a very valuable human being. emoticon

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CRISTYKG 5/18/2010 3:31PM

    Its ok. Getting back on here and joining WW again is a step in the right direction. You are going to have to be stronger than your family/friends brining you down. They are probably just jealous they dont have your motivation. Its easier to keep you down then focus on their own problems. Good luck with the new work schedule. You can always look for a local public library and stop there to spark on your way to/from work since you dont have a home computer.

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Dreams

Thursday, April 15, 2010

hello all sorry for being mia our home computer is not working we are having my cousin look at it pretty sure that all of the memory and everything is gone :( well i had a dream and it was so real life i didnt wanna wake up from it


here is my dream it was new years eve 2010 and i WAS wearing that little black dress and many times in the dream the numbers 198.0 keep coming up why i dont know but i have a feeling on new years even i'm going to be 198.0 have i ever seen that in my life you ask??? no i havnt this girl has never seen anything lower then 239 that i can remember. that is a shame but my dream lets me know that i will be at 198.0 on new years eve and i will ROCK that dress.... have a great day girls emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

  
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LIFEGENESIS 4/15/2010 11:57PM

    AMAZING! I bet you WILL be there! So excited! :D

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MERRYMARY42 4/15/2010 10:21PM

    That is awesome Les, and you have plenty of time to get there, just keep your mind set on it, and you will reach your goal, emoticon You go girl emoticon

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MESSENE 4/15/2010 9:32PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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WEIGHTING4BABY 4/15/2010 9:05PM

    awesome dream! you're like me! 230 ish is about as low as I've seen since my teenage years! My goal is 199! I hope you do it!!:) (and me too!)

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Happy Easter

Sunday, April 04, 2010

hello all happy easter.. hope everyone has a good day today.. I know i will we get Mackenzie today then we will have her this week :) my brother and his gf broke up so its going to be a good week.. this may sound selfish but i love and care for her so much that i hate when she would go to their "brother and gf" house cause i didnt know what is going very min of the day.. here is a little back ground on the whole tihng and why i am the way i am with her.. when Mackenzie was born my brother and ashley mackenzie's mom where 18 and 17 both of them knew we * my mother and i* would help them with Mackenzie i cant count the times i would hear Mackenzie cry and would get up at night with her to feed her and put her back to sleep. I would always let Mackenzie sleep with me so she got to the point where she was sleeping with me all the time when she was here. well now every other week we get her so i dont see her as much at all untill cj and his gf broke up so now i will be seeing mackenzie every other weeks which i'm very excited about and i know she will love it cause she hates when we had to take her to her dad. not to long ago i went to get her pictures taken she cried cause she thought she was going to get left their so i'm starting to think she is going through separation issues cause i'm pretty sure i'm the only one that lets her cuddle with me but we didnt until now have a bed here for her. Now this is all why i'm the way i am and am so Proud of my Niece.another thing that has happened not to long ago she has been called me mom. It makes it hard about my miscarriage cause since Mackenzie has been born and i have taken care of her like i have i have always wanted my own. sorry for the long vent

well today we are going to cook out instead of have a regular Easter dinner with how big our family is its like we never stop eating turkey or ham we eat it for thanksgiving and 2 to 3 times in dec so by Easter i'm pretty much turkey and hamed out lol we are doing pork chops hamburgers brats and potatoes with some kinda pasta i'm sure not sure what kind yet though. i'm thinking about look up some ideas to make it a healthier pasta also thinking about doing some chicken breast. well have a good day all :) emoticon

  


April 1st and its 80 degrees

Thursday, April 01, 2010

Hello all my people spark people :) i am going to up date you on a few thing so may go into alot of detail that you may not wanna hear just oh well i'm gonna blog about them anyways. well first thing i did horriable the first 3 weeks of march i worked oout but i ate all the calorie and only wrote them down. so what i'm looking forward to here in april well lets see i'm at a 4 day streak for walking which i'm proud of..

April goals
Keep walking to see how high my streak goes
Water Water Water
Be below 270 as of this morning i was 276 i keep flirting with 276-275
Keep my head up high and know that i'm doing this all for me and no one else.


Things i'm done with
I'm done being fat
I'm done being unhealthy
I'm done being only the "friend"
I'm done only taking face shots
I'm done being only knows as the girl with the pretty face and smile
I'm done feeling my stomach touch my legs when i sit down
I'm done feeling my neck when i'm sitting on the couch
I'm done feeling uncomfortable when i have to put on something that i dont normal wear
I'm done feeling like i weigh 400 pounds
I'm done with not doing my hair or make up

  
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CRISTYKG 4/6/2010 10:27PM

    Good job on the walking.

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KELLIE881 4/2/2010 8:58AM

    I love your goals! I hope the nice weather will inspire you! I know it is has helped me!

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LYNDSEY221 4/1/2010 11:08PM

    Go girl!!! I weighed in this morning at 276 as well so we are in the same boat!!! I am starting over but feeling really great about it. Hope you have a great Friday!! emoticon

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WEIGHTING4BABY 4/1/2010 10:28PM

    amen!!!:) i especially am done with taking only "face" shots!! When i get to my goal weight... I';m gonna have professional pics done!
ps i didn't mean to defriend you! so i hurried and added u right back :)

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Best Friends baby shower

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Hello all thanks for the thoughts yesterday there where really needed. I do stress well i wouldnt say stress i would say more emotional eating. I ate a WHOLE salad and then we also had pasta bake it was yummy i just ate way to much to help feed my emotions about being sad cause of my loss and happy cause she got so much stuff... if you wonder what i'm talking about all you have to do is look at my story on my page. i did do alot of crying before the baby shower started but after i got all the crying out i put on a front to make them think i was not sad or the whole thing was not bothering me. so cause i knew yesterday was going to be a day emotion eating day i weighed in saturday morning. and i was down 4 pounds :) i was at 275 from 279. well enough about that on to brighter things today i will be curling my niece's hair she is going to in a contest for princess.. in the summer time we have kinda like a fair and the girls take pictures and its a voting type of thing the only problem with that is that its money based the good thing Mackenzie does not understand that all she knows is she gets to ride in the parade on the train and she gets to dress up.. emoticon

  
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KELLIE881 3/28/2010 1:51PM

    I am glad you made it through. Showers can be hard! You were good to put on that face for your friend. I know she appreciates it!

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LIFEGENESIS 3/28/2010 12:44PM

    Proud of you for poutting on a brave face! :D You'll have to show pictures of her hair! :D

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WEIGHTING4BABY 3/28/2010 12:18PM

    I'm glad you made it thru it. I think a lot of us women have ahard time attending baby showers and the like when we have lost or haven't been able to get pregnant.
Hope Mackenzie has a blast in the parade!:) I know I would have loved that as a kid.
ANNNNNND CONGRATS on losing 4 lbs girl !!:)

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WEIGHTING4BABY 3/28/2010 12:17PM

    I'm glad you made it thru it. I think a lot of us women have ahard time attending baby showers and the like when we have lost or haven't been able to get pregnant.
Hope Mackenzie has a blast in the parade!:) I know I would have loved that as a kid.
ANNNNNND CONGRATS on losing 4 lbs girl !!:)

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