Monday, July 07, 2014
The sun is shining and I am happy smiley even though I am at work. Healthy breakfast eaten and vitamins taken.
My weekend has been pretty embarrasing
- went out Friday night with freinds and sweated more than anyone else when in a hot bar. Had to leave to keep cooling down
- seen a lot of people checking out my gorgeous mates and I felt like the hot sweaty freind
- sunday afternoon walk with my partner and had to keeo holding my coat in front of my tum as it was that swollen I yet again looked pregnant.
Its time to take some steps in the right direction. I seem to be feeling a lot of what I would call lower end emotions lately - Jelousy, bitterness, sadness, lonleyness and I feel a lot of these stem from being insecure, Maybe if I strated to look after myself better I would feel more positive.
Things to be grateful for
-eaten my first healthy breakfast in a while
Plan of action for today
-Get some work done at work which will make me feel more on top of things
- Swim tonight