Friday, July 19, 2013
Today am at one of my lowest points in a long time. I cant stop crying over my hernia. It's like no matter how much weight I lose it's never going to go away. I have no insurance so the few times I've had to go to the ER because of it the doctors wont do anything. It's causing me so much pain physically and emotionally. People are asking me if I'm pregnant bc of the way it sticks out and calling me other names. After so long it just really hurts no matter how many walls I put up. I can hardly eat without being in sever pain or throwing up. I have been suffering from sever acid reflux for about 5yrs over this and have to take a daily antacid for it. It also prevents me from doing a lot of exercises and even prevents me from being intament with my husband. here's a pic of me and "It" it's that pointy thing above my belly button. If anyone has ANY ADVICE that can help me please leave a comment.