Wednesday, July 23, 2008
I went to a place that looked like paradise (our family house in the mountains, South of France), but I felt so lonely!!! SOB
Everyone had their own problems/stuff to attend to and I couldn't enjoy anyone's company since i woke up early and went to bed early and led a healthy lifestyle while the others just drank and smoked and stayed up late. So, so boring and sad for me.
I just spent my vacation reading Flaubert and solving sudokus!
I alos suffered from PMS and felt grumpier than my usual self.
OK, i needed to vent out. It's not the end of the world. This vacation didn't cost me anything, i did some nice gardening and picked my own herbs from my herbs garden.
And now i'm back to my tranquil home, with no noisy kids around to spoil the silence when i need it or the music when i want to enjoy it!
This is going to be ME time again! I want/need to take good care of myself.