Monday, June 18, 2012
So since my last blog; which was almost a month ago, plenty has happened in my life and I haven't logged into SparkPeople for about a month. My Mom passed away on June 1st. My Dad and I were there to see her to the other side, which was really hard and is maybe just now hitting me. I felt such a sense of relief when her pain was finally over, but am now dealing with the fact that my Mama is really gone forever. I know she is in a much better place free of pain and cancer. But it still hurts. She was so young and had always been healthy. Sometimes it just doesn't seem fair. My Dad asked me several times what God was trying to teach him.(He also lost his first wife to cancer when he was in his twenties) I didn't know what to tell him at first. But finally I told him that maybe God knew he was "that guy". The one who when he says, "for better, for worse, in sickness and health" meant it. He took care of two very special ladies their entire lives.
So as for my eating and weight. I haven't been perfect, that's for sure. But I haven't binged either. Today is the day I start again and get back in the saddle of taking care of myself. I can and will continue my fight to be healthy and happy once again!