Conundrum

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

It’s been a long couple of weeks. One would think with all the weight I’ve lost I’d feel better. My knees hurt worse then they ever did at my heaviest. I get sore sitting for any length of time and when I get up I move as if I was 100. *sighs* I know it is a conundrum…I have no energy to exercise…but if I exercised I would have more energy and I wouldn’t hurt so much from sitting. After five months of enforced inactivity, I’m finding it difficult to get going. The desire is there...the will apprently, is not.

Other than that I am doing well. Just looking forward to the weekend, like everyone else.

  

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HEYRED221 7/1/2010 2:07PM

Hang in there! Just be paitent with yourself. And take a short walk, starting small could be the secret to getting back on track. Report Inappropriate Comment

EUPHRATES 7/1/2010 2:37AM

Pick one thing you can do every day - something small and simple, that isn't going to be too taxing...and do it. :) Get a streak going on that one thing, and then pick a new goal and do *that* - small steps forward that you can accomplish will help you feel successful and motivate you to do more. :) That's my experience so far anyway. Report Inappropriate Comment

FIT2SWING 6/30/2010 5:16PM

Try starting your day a little earlier and just do some stretches on the living room floor. For your knees, inch to the front most part of your chair so that your butt is bearly on it and do straight legg lifts. You gotta push through it love! its the inactivity thats making you sore, you just gotta push past it into activity! Report Inappropriate Comment

Survey(One word answers)

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Copy and Paste into your own blog, change the answers to suit you. It's really hard to only use one word answers.

Where is your cell phone?
Desk

Spouse?
None

Your hair?
Growing

Your mother?
Wonderful

Your father?
Non-entity

Your favorite thing?
Life

Your dream last night?
Blurry

Favorite drink?
Champagne

What room are you in?
Office

Your hobby?
Faire

Your fear?
Loneliness

Where do you want to be in 6 years?
Ireland

Where were you last night?
Home

Something that you aren't?
Weak

Muffins?
Blueberry

Wish list item?
House

Last thing you did?
Work

What are you wearing?
Clothes

Your pets?
Adorable

Friends?
Love

Your life?
Blessed

Your mood?
Happy

Missing someone?
Always

Drinking?
Eh

Your car?
Old

Something you're not wearing?
Rings

Your favorite store?
Borders

Your favorite color?
Purple

When is the last time you cried?
Yesterday

Where do you go over and over?
Work

Five people who email me regularly?
Friends

Favorite place to eat?
Outback

Favorite place I'd like to be right now?
Faire

  

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HEYRED221 6/25/2010 11:15AM

nice - its always fun to get to know someone a little better. I am going to do this on my blog as well. Have a wonderful friday!!! Carolyn Report Inappropriate Comment

Cool~

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Despite my small relapse or maybe because I caught it in time, I lost a pound this week! Marvy!

It is a beautiful day and life is so very good!

Brightest blessings!

  

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EPIPHANYANGEL 6/24/2010 2:44PM

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I'm okay

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I'm doing so much better! Logically I know better to find out now, then when I am more fully invested emotionally. I have worked through all the logical arguments. I have a bruised ego and it will heal, probably a lot more quickly than I realize. I suffered from a small amount of emotional eating, but caught myself before I over did it.

Back on track and raring to go!

  

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POETIC_SPIRIT 6/23/2010 6:10PM

Glad you are investing in you! Glad you are feeling better, back on track and raring to go!!!! I said it before, but it bares repeating, "he doesn't deserve an extra minute of your post date time and energy". Spend that time on you! Take care of you, Mary Report Inappropriate Comment

TIME_FLIES 6/23/2010 5:55PM

Sounds like he is pretty impulsive. Better to know that now than later. Have fun! Report Inappropriate Comment

So much for Wheeeeeeeeee...

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Well, that didn't last long. He dumped me via email. Of course he said it wasn't my fault, that I am beautiful and fantastic. *sighs* Sooooooooo...he didn't even want to give it more than one date and a drive home? I really liked him. I figured it might take more than a two or three hour date and a 15 minute drive home when I picked him up from work to get to know each other. To be fair, he said when he kissed me it felt as though he was kissing his sister. What he didn't know is that I am still rather shy and as much as I love kissing, I'm not usually ready to jump into a fiery liplock with someone I just met. *shrugs* I guess the problem lies with me.

The hurt will pass, it always does. Now to get on with my day!

  

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POETIC_SPIRIT 6/23/2010 6:07PM

The problem doesn't lie with you...It lies with a shortsighted man who thinks so much of himself that he can tell something is not going to work after only a couple of hours. I am sorry you are hurting, but you deserve better. You will find a man who is willing to invest more than a couple of hours of his life! You will find a man who is willing to invest in the dating, get to know you, learning to please you and eventually loving you! That's the man you want. That's the man you deserve! Feel better soon. Don't give this guy more than three hours of your post date time, he doesn't deserve it! Report Inappropriate Comment

SORCHAKAT 6/23/2010 2:17PM

Heyred221 is right there is something better around the corner! You are beautiful woman and that he can't see that in one date means he must have had his eyes closed!! You are amazing and never forget that!! Report Inappropriate Comment

HEYRED221 6/23/2010 12:10PM

Bummer - so sorry to hear that. I don't understand how people can make such a quick decision when they have barely gotten to know you. But that just means someone better is just around the corner. Carolyn Report Inappropriate Comment