Thursday, May 20, 2010
Well, I met with the orthopedists yesterday. My shoulder still isn't better. So, now I will have to do the surgery. I have it scheduled for June 8th. I told my husband that I needed him home that week. Minimally I need him home that day since I need someone to drive me to and from the surgery. He wasn't very supportive. He told me that he didn't know what his schedule was and he might not be able to help me. I was so ANGRY! I sacrifice daily for 15 years to make life smooth for him and the kids. I am an educated woman, I gave up work to stay at home with my kids, I don't take care of myself because I am too busy taking care of him and the kids. I am just now trying to take care of me with diet and excercise and get my shoulder fixed and he decides to walk out on what I perceive to be his responsibility. I would love nothing more that to just tell him to take a hike, I can do this without him! He doesn't spend time with me or with the family when he is home. It will all catch up with him one day!