Sunday, December 02, 2007
Well, I made a brisket, beans, cole slaw, corn dish, and 2 cheese cakes for my husband's men's chorus today. Our little house accomodated us - but it was a tight squeeze. I got to listen to them rehearse for their concert while I cooked. Anyway - I am very tired.
I did not exercise today - I feel bad. I partook in a pity party for lunch. Our house deal fell through and we found out this morning. We are stuck here longer - and I am trying to look at the positive. So - I junked out on LJS for lunch. THEN - I ate cake, real Dr. Pepper, and chips tonight and my calories were over. My stomach now hurts - so the pity party was NOT worth it!
Tomorrow I have to find a new spark in my life. The past few days I have become sadder and less motivated. I have plateaued the past couple of weeks. I am happy with my body - but it is frustrating. I say I am in this to be healthy - but of course the back of my mind wants to lose weight. So when I don't I think - is this really worth it. Then it becomes a downward spiral, and I start to loose control. I know I have to get control really fast or all this will be for naught.