Thursday, April 19, 2012
I have lost over 60lbs and I felt I did it without a lot of effort. I just started paying attention to my calorie intake and the lbs fell off. I probably averaged about 2 days a week working out. I slowly stopped logging in and tracking my calories less and less until I wasn't doing it any longer. I gained about 10lbs back and decided I needed to jump back on the horse in January this year. Since I have been back it has been a lot harder to lose these lbs. I adjusted my calorie range and find it very hard to stick within that amount. My will power just isnt as strong and I can't understand why. Food is all around you all the time and it's frustrating to watch someone pound a bag of doritos in front of you without taking one or two or five! I really hope I can past this hurdle and watch the weight fall off again. I think sometimes that I will always be the "fat chick" and no matter how hard I try I will never be the size I want to be. Why am I thinking this? How have I accepted that that is my fate? It's something I've wanted my whole life, why am I doubting that it can be done?