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Sunday, September 04, 2011

I'm going back at the gym, it's not a choice anymore.. I'm so tired of that fat I don't feel like myself anymore. I removed all but two of my pictures because I look at them and just feel like looking at a stranger.

Lately I find my body changed, not that I took a lot of weight back but I don't know, I think i'm catching up with my age. I'll be 30 soon and so far i've, and others, always found that I was looking younger than my age, and my body was in a reasonable shape despite my bad habits. But now it's like my body is giving up? I had quite muscular and toned arms but lately it's like i've lose that little bump on the upper arm? It's kind of freaking me out, to be honest.. My skin seems so much fragile too. Aye :( It is true that i've been super inactive for the last 6 month to 1 year so maybe with a bit of strenght trainning and good cardio it'll come back and I'll stop discovering new stretch marks on my body? Please tell me so :(

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MAAYOTTE 9/6/2011 9:00AM

    The hardest it to start. Once you have a go, it will get easier by the day. Commit, stay strong ( that part is your mind, not your body), stay focus and you will benefit in all areas.

Start today!

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CAZADORES 9/4/2011 10:35PM

    You won't regret working out, that's for sure!

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Thursday, June 16, 2011

I was soo so busy for the last 2 months, incredible! I havr my last class this Sunday and i'm so happy that finally it's gonna be summer for real! Planing holidays outside of the province and paying big bills is still a big stress but nothing compared to work+university+money problems.. Anyway!

I went for my annual exam at the gyneco and she found my blood pressure a bit high and asked me to be my family doctor so she can have a check on me from time to time. My pressure was super high, 150/100!! I wasn't feeling really well that day, lack of sleep, stress, it was like 40 celcius outside.. Anyway, I told her I would make improvements before I see her again in one month. I already did! I droped Red Bull completely, which is about the most retarded thing you can do to your health.. Disminished my espressos consumption too. I still drink a lot of water and introduced fruit smoothie on my daily routine. As soon as next tuesday i'm gonna be back at the gym, my next apointment with the doctor is in a month exactly. I can already feel some good changes. I feel lighter and can feel my pressure is lower as well. I'll try to have better sleep and I promessed my boyfriend we'd have a nice summer outside, so I plan on going hiking and kayaking :)) What i'm the most proud of is that I've been Able to detox myself from that nasty nasal spray stuff I was addicted on for a couples years now!!! It's a big deal to me. I notice that I don't wake up with headaches as much as I did :)) Yay! I'm very happy :)

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AFINEMESS 6/20/2011 10:30AM

    Thanks to you both! Still have some things to so for the class but allllmost there :) Thanks for your encouragements and just for letting me know youre reading really ;)

Back to the gym! Maybe tomorrow if all goes well :))

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CAZADORES 6/19/2011 11:17PM

    Wow! Look at all those changes you did! That is emoticon

Stress really does not help us with our goals, sounds like you're finding some good ways to deal with that too!

I guess your last class was today. Welcome to summer! Enjoy kayaking and hiking!

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AFORTIN8 6/16/2011 8:42PM

    Congratulations!!! You're doing reallllly great! emoticon emoticon

You can be proud of detoxicating yourself of something's not easy!!!

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bye bye gym..

Friday, May 13, 2011

havent gone for 21 days.. its desastruous and im depressed. okthxbye! i hope things are going well for yous.

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CAZADORES 5/15/2011 9:10AM

    Yeah, it's hard to go to the gym. I paid for over a year without going before I finally just stopped paying! Now I set myself 10min exercise goals, and I still have a hard time with that! Yesterday my youngest boy really wanted to go swimming. It took all my small change but I made it. If it wasn't for him, I would have done nothing at all!

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Thursday, April 28, 2011

So much for losing 2 pounds per week :(

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AFINEMESS 5/13/2011 6:37PM

    thank you all for your comments!! im sorry i havent respond earlier but for some reason i didnt recieve any notification by email like i use to.. im back here and will try to be a better friend.

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CAZADORES 5/1/2011 8:31AM

    Two pds/week is a tough goal! Like the others here-I haven't done that in.....forever!

I like to refer to some of the motivational articles that suggest setting goals that we have control over. Ex. Drinking 8 glasses of water a day, eating 5 fruits or vegies a day, etc. Of course, don't look at my ticker right at the moment, I just put it up a pound! But I think it's exactly because of that-I have lost vision of my goals!!!

I've decided that today that I'm setting up goals for May. I'm working on my May goals blog. If you're interested, set something up too and we can cheer each other along for the month!
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MISSY0356 4/28/2011 8:54PM

    The worst thing you can do is get down on yourself or get discouraged. It has taken me over a year to lose 25 lbs, now that is SLOW!!!! Hang in there.

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GAL7288 4/28/2011 4:01PM

    Don't get discouraged, think about it, two pounds are two pounds that you could be carying around now but you are not, it slowly starts accumulating and when you least expect it you have lost ten, twelve or even more pounds. Change is slow but it comes, just hang in there.

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This was supposed to be a comment's reply but.. :)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Thank you ladies!

I think I actually like going to the gym, it's not that hard for me, it's more a question of time.. I am so busy.. On the other hand, it allows me not to worry about anything else, I don't bring my phone to the gym, just an iPod, so I just sit on that bike and do my thing while listening to music. I can enjoy that!

I lost my first 40 pounds just changing my nutrition habits and walking, I know it can be done again, but my body is asking for more for such a long time now.. It really needs to get done. I need to relearn how to eat well and resist junk cravings. Lately the latest is the hardest. ..emotions.. I need to find some focus.

I think it's doable :)

I bought good stuff; veggies, fruit, stuff to make smoothies for after the gym, made a fresh batch of hummus, etc. I will cut mayonnaise and cheese from my breakfast and stop eating chips/chocolate/random stuff while I work.. and try to replace it by some more healthy options like rice crackers and nuts and fruit :) I was still eating quite well even though I took 20 pounds back, it's just all the "other" things that ruined it all.

OK BYE, tons of homework to do.. deadlines deadlines.

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CAZADORES 4/10/2011 10:26PM

    Life always gets in the way! Sounds like you are off to a great week though! You have a great plan.

I guess we really have to keep reminding ourselves that when we are doing exercises and eating well- we are really looking after ourselves. We are 'refuelling' and 'tuning up'. (My goodness, too many car references-can you tell I have two boys!?)

And yes, it can(should) be enjoyable to be looking after ourselves. We are worth it! Maybe we could start a new group called the emotional exercisers or something like that!

Good luck with the homework. emoticon

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