Wednesday, March 07, 2012
Well, the diet is good and back on track.
Everything else is killing me. I'm having so much stress right now, I think I might explode. I don't know how to vent it. Years ago it was running. It's not realistic with the baby. I can't even get my husband to give up 20 minutes of his precious sleep time so I can go run in the morning. I feel like I have done so well on this diet, but the scale is the same. I don't know where else to cut, without it being unhealthy. I have been putting in 30 minutes of exercise. It's all that is realistic until thinks warm up. I've tried doing aerobics at home with the baby, but he is soooo into everything right now, I end up chasing him half the time.
Even as I type this, I feel like im making excuses, but I really don't know what else to do. I want this weight gone so badly it brings tears to my eyes. It's just the cherry on top of a mountain of worries.