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To Arrive at Normal
I want to be that thin person. That healthy person. The one who doesn't get swept up up and away by food. Who doesn't have to fight the urge to eat every last bite, lick, crumb, finish the bag, bowl, box. I want to stop eating when I am no longer hungry. I want to be happy, feel normal, be normal. I don't want to feel awkward around people. I want to look them in the eyes, smile, and not be afraid. I want to go outside and not feel like there are eyes on me. I want to be stable, a rock in the ...
I want to be that thin person. That healthy person. The one who doesn't get swept up up and away by food. Who doesn't have to fight the urge to eat every last bite, lick, crumb, finish the bag, bowl, box. I want to stop eating when I am no longer hungry. I want to be happy, feel normal, be normal. I don't want to feel awkward around people. I want to look them in the eyes, smile, and not be afraid. I want to go outside and not feel like there are eyes on me. I want to be stable, a rock in the river, to not let anger sweep over me, not let despair blanket me, cacoon me until nothing matters and nothing exists...
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Member Since: 2/25/2010
SparkPoints: 5,662
Fitness Minutes: 4,898
My Goals:
current goals:
1:to be fit and happy, leading to healthy habbits all around leading to gradual weight loss
My Program:
1: 12k steps daily
2. track everything
3. minfulness
4. not getting stuck
Personal Information:
Occupation: Licensed Veterinary Technician
Other Information:
I like to sing but I suck at writing lyrics.
I love to write.
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