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April 2008, 135lb...I'm uploading this to further motivate me! I will be 135 again! I will!!




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I've been on and off Spark since January of 2008. During my first summer here I was able to lose weight and reach my lowest weight since high school (131 lbs). I don't know what happened, I stopped sparking and the weight started creeping back up. I was back in the 140s was Christmas of 2008 by Christmas 2009 I was 150 and now at this point this year I am at my all time highest weight of 167s.

I have a history of food and self image issues. I have yo-yo dieted my entire life. I had hoped that I would be able to learn how to "intuitively eat" and not count calories anymore but it seems that I have been unable.

I have been extremely unmotivated in many aspects of my life and I know that a great factor is my weight. I am unmotivated because I am not happy with myself, but I am unhappy with myself because I am unmotivated. It's a vicious cycle that is wreaking havoc on my psyche.

I am bigger than I ever was in college (even after gaining the Freshman 15). I am hoping to use Spark People not as a weight loss solution, but as a coach to help me relearn portion control and nutritional value.

I know this is not going to be easy, nor delightful but I am hoping that this is not another yo yo attempt at the story that has been my weight.

Member Since: 1/19/2008

Fitness Minutes: 2,081

My Goals:
Round 4:

I want to lose the 30 pounds that I have gained in the past 2 years due to unhealthy habits.

My Program:
I now have a prepaid 3 year all sport gym membership for 24 Hour Fitness.

Let's make this count.

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I live in So. Cal. I'm 24.

I love photography and reading and love to write when I am not fighting writers block

I just graduated College with a Bachelors in Psychology and a Bachelors in Art History

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I love Cats and find comfort a hot cup of coffee or tea

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