I certainly have lived through (and continue to flirt with) your weight loss struggle. In case you haven't seen it, I just posted a 12-week Tele-Series that starts mid-September, offered by a lovely, empowering SoulCollage Facilitator based in Australia, Karen Mann. SoulCollage has provided my best weight loss protection and incentive, so I wanted to pass this along.
It's not necessary to pay for a class to lose weight through SoulCollage. Especially because I offer the same for free through our SparkPeople community. If you do not have access to a local SoulCollage workshop, though, "community" can be a great motivator and support. Sue