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Lost and gained, lost and gained more, lost and gained even more, terrified to try again. I'm sick and tired of dieting. I hate, with a deep passion, people even noticing my body. I hate all the crap that goes with being smaller. I have no skills for dealing with people if and when they actually notice me as a human being instead of a blob.

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I am old and I want to be around to be with my daughter as she grows up. I want to play hopscotch. I want to sit ...
Lost and gained, lost and gained more, lost and gained even more, terrified to try again. I'm sick and tired of dieting. I hate, with a deep passion, people even noticing my body. I hate all the crap that goes with being smaller. I have no skills for dealing with people if and when they actually notice me as a human being instead of a blob.

BUT....

I am old and I want to be around to be with my daughter as she grows up. I want to play hopscotch. I want to sit on the swingset at the park and not worry about collapsing it. I want to push her around on the merry-go-round. I want to hike with her. No, wait, not want - NEED to do these things with her. So here I go, again.


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Member Since: 8/22/2009

SparkPoints: 39,862

Fitness Minutes: 23,626

My Goals:
At the moment I have decided I am going to start with 10% because (snort) Queen Latifah says that will improve my health. We'll start there. The final goal is way too much to deal with.

Goal #1 - Lose 10% - Done
Goal #2 - Twoon Town
Goal #3 - Second 10%

My Program:
Trying to go out and walk more. Small steps.....

Personal Information:
I live in Calgary, Alberta, Canada. I got married old, had a kid even older and worry about being around for her as she grows up. I lost my mom a couple of months before kidlet was conceived and want to be around as long as I can for my child.

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Member Comments:
FITGIRL15
4/1/2012 8:42:17 PM

Oh, the Debbie video! Yeah, there are some interesting people out there!

It's amazing that ANYONE gets married and actually stays together! I mean, really!?!?!



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FITGIRL15
3/20/2012 8:39:47 AM

My sister's puppy is a pappillion poodle cross. She's hyper as hell and not very smart, but ADORABLE when she's tired and not biting your fingers off! LOL



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FITGIRL15
3/6/2012 12:35:25 PM

A woman's hunch is rarely ever wrong.

Still no further contact from my date of last week. Yeah... a girl can get the hint! :(

Dating can be so utterly confusing and complex forming! :(



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DIANE2868
1/18/2012 2:15:12 PM

I have to tell you I have told the one lady who is the head life guard and also teaches the classes in the water and she said she knows about the main guy that I had complained about. She said she watches him too. I have not seen him say anything to anyone else but me but, I know I am not that big of a prize so he must be saying vulgar things to others as well. The other 3 I don't see unless I go to the other pool that is out of my way which I don't anymore. I pointed the guy out to my hubby and the guy saw my hubby so I think that was enough for now. I actually pointed at him and said thats the guy! He really did look worried. I also told the 2 head stylists that gossip all the time at my hair salon where ( your not going to believe this- small world) his wife works! If anything does happen in the future where he talks to me like he had I will do more. With all this being said I do still feel uncomfortable but as long as he stays away I am ok with no further action. My hubby already said if he says one more perverted thing to me he will be going down to the pool. Thanks very much. emoticon



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CONFUSEDBIRD
1/17/2012 10:16:07 PM

How ya been doing? Whats new and exciting?



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