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I have been on this fun ride for quite some time, I have learned a lot not only about healthy eating and exercise but also about myself.

In the time I have been on Spark I have been laid off from 2 jobs, went through a horrendous break up, moved to a city where I knew nobody and watched my children grow from small elementary children to now a high school graduate and an almost middle schooler (my little one currently is in year round school and doesn't move onto middle school until later in June). Along with a whole lot of other exciting and some not so exciting things.

I have learned to embrace change, because without it life would be boring. I have learned to stand up for myself and try to be brave in the faces of uncertainty. I have learned to not just settle for anything really.

We all have the capability to move from where we are, we are not trees. I wasn't happy with my weight or my health, so I chose to change that. 2 years ago I hit 169 for my weight, I hadn't seen that number since my 20's no joke. I was riding that weight loss train like there was no tomorrow.

Nothing could stop me I was on my way...and then life was like "hey catch this!". I tore my calf muscle one day and my world stopped. I couldn't exercise, actually I could have I just couldn't do the exercise I wanted to do. So I decided I was going to wallow....and wallow I did. I slowly started to lose my strength I had built and I slowly started to gain weight again.

I kinda yo yo'd for awhile and then on Thanksgiving of 2016 my guys father called me a "little piggy" and continued to make references about my eating and whatnot (see my blog if you want to read about that lovely holiday). I was mortified and I let those words roll in my mind like little fish in a fish bowl. Christmas rolled around and the snide remarks still came at me from his father.

Two things happened that day, one I decided I was no longer going to spend time with his family because they are insensitive. Not everyone is, but I will not under any circumstances subject myself to someone being a bully. I also decided I was going to get back where I needed to be...which is essentially healthy for my girls. I need to be there for their graduations from elementary, middle and high school an onto college. I need to be there for their weddings and birth of my grandchildren.

I have had moments since 12/28/2016 where I have fallen ill, my calf bothered me, I wasn't feeling it, my tracking has been off, you name it I've dealt with it. But I'm still here, tracking and trying my best to stay on track. Sure I haven't lost as much weight as I had a few years ago, BUT I have accepted that a slow loss is going to benefit me in the long run.

I try to remember to fuel my body and not throw my meal planning out the window. I have to remind myself that even though meal prep is tedious...laziness does not save me money or get me healthy. I now take the train to work, which means I walk to and from the train station both to and from my house and to and from my work.

I have this one life and if I learn at almost 40 y/o's old that I need to take better of care it, then that is fine. I will get there...one day at a time.

My numbers may not be the greatest, as you can see I've had my moments thus far. However I'm not ashamed, I have accepted my imperfections. I can look back and see how far I have come since 12/28/16. When I weighed myself that day I was almost to my highest weight and there was no way and never will I be at or beyond my highest weight ever again.


Member Since: 12/29/2009

Fitness Minutes: 111,210

My Goals:
Complete a Half Marathon =o)

ST at least 3x a week

Yoga 2x a week
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Running
Strength training at home
Yoga
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  • v OKBACK2MEAGAIN
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    Week six is off the books and we are starting we seven! Can’t you see the emoticon getting closer? Well before you head down to the World Series emoticon stop by the reporting thread to post your stats by 11:59 pm your time tonight! emoticon Try not to eat too much while at the tailgating party! emoticon emoticon Have a Sparktacular week seven. emoticon
    3 days ago
  • v KURTZIE1998
    Just stopping by to say hello hope this week was good and wishing you a excellent next week

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    Your chances of success in any undertaking can always be measured by your belief in yourself.
    5 days ago
  • v MAGICAL13
    emoticon Are you are ready to say good bye to Week 5 and to burn emoticon emoticon through Week 6 emoticon Dragons emoticon weigh in tomorrow, hope you have a emoticon one, if not don't fear just set your mighty flame onto the next week and try again emoticon . You will get there, just never ever give up emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    12 days ago
  • v OKBACK2MEAGAIN
    With realization of one's own potential and self-confidence in one's emoticon ability, one can build a better world. ~ Dalai Lama
    emoticon We are half way through the Falling into Fitness Challenge!
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    12 days ago
  • v WINTERFLOWER
    Week 5 is coming to a close which means we are HALFWAY through the Falling into Fitness Challenge! emoticon emoticon Remember: It's never too late or too early to work on being the healthiest YOU! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    12 days ago
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