Dont feel bad, you are just getting started! (I just read your blog) So you have taken a couple of steps back,,,, now that you are aware of it, start moving forward again. IN Life we all make mistakes, we learn from these mistakes and continue on. This new life style ( always remember that, it is a New way of living ) is something we all have to learn and we will continue to make mistakes or wrong decisions, we gotten used to living a certain way and breaking habits will not be easy but it can be done.
Merry meet and welcome to the Pagan Place team. You find lots of help, support, and camaraderie fro SP and the teams. Blessings on your life's journey to a better and healthier you. Warm hugs from California. ~ Lin